dear diary

2010-10-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

ive stop-d blogging but i might come back someday, til then -waves

you can still follow me on twitter @jazlyntoh
or add me on facebook <3

2010-02-02T02:28:00.002+08:00

went over t pick issacus around 8pm
then cab down t yishun t meet yvonne
walk-d around alittle

had kfc

went t starbucks
and babyissac wants t hold the cup of water by himself
and end up spill-ing water all over himself
*angry*

crying when i refuse t give him the cup

train-d back t woodlands
board the train and this nice lady
stand up and offer me her sit
i told her its alright as im alighting soon
but she insisted

so i let issac sit
once he finish the fries yvonne gave
he got off the seat
and went up and down the cabins

when the kind lady finally sat back on the seat
issac ran over and push her away
*wth*

the lady stand up and issac climb onto the seat
sat for less than five secs
he got off and went running up and down cabins again

i felt damn bad can

he went t the next cabin
went inbetween a couple
and sort of push their legs
squeeze himself between them
wanting t sit on the seats
i quickly carry him away
put him on an empty seat
and guess what
he got off within seconds again

super angry now
i carried him and refuse t let him down
so he started whining until we alighted

i swear never t train alone with issac !

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my two sweethearts are asleep
my off day tomorrow
intending t bring issac out but im reconsidering
hah

anyw randomly i feel like posting old pictures of me&mel

i am lazy t continue posting

we have really been together for a period of time now
& i want things t be better in the years t come
cheers !

<3

back t msn & facebook.
goodnights

2010-01-18T00:16:00.004+08:00

'listening to 'do you remember''

working in a whole new environment in ten hour time
& i cant sleep
screwed !

i got no idea how long can i survive there
its like a freaking eleven hours job
and to top things off
its at town
(spells f.a.r)

bayb is out
issac is over at melvins place

& i need t get issac a school SOON
ive been putting it off for sometime now
but NOW I HAVE T REALLY START LOOKING

anyw
ive been out alot this whole week
mostly hanging out with yvonne
went t alot of different places

here are some pictures

my dear son's stone face

friday night
met up with kuanying
down t boonlay then t town
met collin ben zhiwei and co
yvonne came

had koba instead of pasta de waruku x:

ratchada
neverland
then back t ratchada
then neverland again
and finally down t oasis

saw ahbao

went in
saw nic and co

then saw jackson and co

oasis that happening meg LOL

some pics on that night

the rest are all on facebook
add me <3

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finally bayb is on his way home
i better charge my f480 or else no music otw t work
i will die !

& i bet i cant use my mobile during work
BORING shit!

my friends say i wont survive three months there
hahahs !!

*ikindahavetagreealittle*
consider th working hours
the distance
everything !

but fcuk i need a job !
who knows i might work for a good period of time

hmmmm

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bought my daily contact lenses
becoz no coloured contact lenses is allowed
wasted 40bucks before i started work
0.o

running thru the list of things needed

oh shit...
i forgot t buy red lipstick
darn

still need red nail polish
frowns

shall g paint them later.

NO chunky watches
NO nose studs
NO multiple earrings

what! i have all of that
hahas

guess i have t look presentable t work at such place bahs
shall remove them all tnight
c:

anyw is there ANYONE
& i mean ANYONE that lives in the north
but works at town
i need a travelling partner
i hate travelling alone !
BOOO!

okay i need t go paint my nails now
dont think blings will b allowed either

wish me luck !

2010-01-06T03:10:00.003+08:00

i am super bored now
lying on th bed alone becoz bayb is dota-ing!!
& hes using th laptop.
so i'm using mobile t fb and blog abit.

work til five thirty tday cab-d t see schools for issacus
the school i like is abit too expensive
so we have to consider first.

home for dinner
then headed out t meet yvonne
met collin, ben & co
bought javachip from starbucks
then went t sing k.

left around midnight
then th night carries on.

just got back home, work again tomorrow
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need t sleep soon, goodnights loves

2010-01-02T10:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE !!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i want 2010 t be a better year for me
& that everything will go smooth-ly

f everything bad that happen-d in 2009
becoz 2010 will b alot better (crossfingers)

went to powerhouse with billy on nye
we finish-d our bottle in less then 40mins
kellie and co came too
saw jervon, geneviene & others

partied

left at five
cheers then wait-d mad long for a cab

someone set up fireworks opp vivo
0.o
& this retard cab went right up the kerb

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basically i am blogging
cause i am freaking bored at work
no mood somehow
but i got work to do
rah !

bigbrother wants me t start using tumblr
should i ??

might b going paintball-ing later

logging off

2009-12-28T10:20:00.006+08:00

on christmas:

had breakfast at mac
met up with everyone there
then off to the ferry departure

when i first step onto the ferry
i felt damn giddy can
fail

but after awhile i felt alot better
(:

love the pictures

it was about a 45mins ride to batam
arrived got onto the bus
then off to some temple

took this family pic there
love the background, max

after that
go-kart & flying fox

the air & sand & everything was so dirty
i was itch-ing all over after the games
had like a major rash breakout can
damn
thank you sensitive skin

shop-d, lunch-d, fullbodymassage
check in, dinner, settle down issac
then went down to set up fireworks !
its totally legal there

this is our hotel, golden view
(4 stars)
you guys should stay there if you go batam
its only a five mins walk to the go-kart area
:D <

after the fireworks
went back t our room
shower-d with bayb
slack-d then fell asleep

day two:
early in the morning i woke up bathe-d
wake bayb then went down for breakfast
with issac and grandmother
jordan join-d later

& guess what i was the only kuku
who woke up early and bathe
the rest did not -.-

settle issac with mummy
and all of the kids went off in a mini bus

play-d combatwar
it is f fun i tell you
i took BAYB AND GODDADDY down !
hoho i rock !!

when the paintball hits you
it just stings a wee bit
but now both bayb and i got bruises on our thighs
hahs !

we are planning to go t the one in sg
mayb next week ?

addicted !

here are some other random pictures:

items bought on day one.

check-d out around sgtime 1.15
then off to megamall
bought a watch and a pair of heels there

when we were about to leave to the ferry terminal
bayb realise he isnt wearing his rings
the one we bought on our first anni
which is like more then 4years old already lahs
and the one we bought on valentine day this year

sad
but we did not have enough time to go back and hunt for it

bayb its okay alright
we'll buy a new pair, promise
<3

batam was fun in ways
tiring in ways
but overall enjoyable !

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jazlyn is broke
anyone wants to sponsor her her daily allowance ??!

hahas !

i will update again soon lahs
need t get back to work again
): <

check out my fb:
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for more pictures on this trip:
♥ click here

yesterday
went kite flying with issac, bayb and his friends
the weather wasnt very perfect thou

mummy bought dinner back
melvin's sister and ahboon join-d us
then they brought issac back

watch-d show with bayb til i fell asleep

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i feel like prawn-ing x:

byes

*huggs*

2009-12-24T10:46:00.005+08:00

its been a good number of months
that i left my blog all alone
& now i am back !

-cheers

i am no longer working for that hp retail
now i am currently working as admin
office job is boring shit
but hope in the future ill learn more things
:D <
priority is to get back to studies !
i miss school and everything, hah

for the past few months alot of things happen-d

bayb has been in DB and changi
i just hope he wont repeat his mistakes again

as for me
theres a period of time
i went out almost every alternate nights
club, pub etc
drunk drunk drunk

but now i will be a good girlfriend and mother
-winks

issacus is a very big boy now
every morning he'll roll to my side
and want me to hug him to sleep
hahas :D <

issacus is down with fever these few days
hope he'll recover by tonight
becoz tomorrow morning we're leaving for batam for a short trip
a way to celebrate christmas (:

tuesday just collected all our passports
80bucks per passport, so expensive can !

issacus passport photo so sulk-y
he was damn piss with the lady trying to act cute
in order to make him smile ha

i love my son !

bayb&me are trying to make things work better now
<3

& here are some other recent pictures

this year i am celebrating christmas eve
the most simple and heartwarming way
with the whole family !!! <3<3

went sun-tanning the other day
face skin peel-ing UGLY GIRL NOW
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cant wait for work to end at 1pm
then head home to accompany issac
and pack the things need-d for batam
i scuk at packing things
so bayb will do the packing while i play with sac
hehe

recent buys

couple phone for bayb&me

i will update again very soon ok
need t get back to work now ):

for more updates add me @ facebook c: <

& merry christmas in advance to all !

byes

2009-08-19T04:00:00.001+08:00

quick update

going back to work in an hour time
skip-d work for more then a week
dead

did my nails last night
silver & gold glitter now, loves

arent kids these days so smart
they understands what you say
last evening
my mother was about to go to bed
so she told issac, ahma go dodo already ok
issac walks into my room
& took out my smallpillow(the one i must have to sleep)
then went back & took his bolster

haha
damn cute la
although i am not the one going to sleep

okay it four-o-five
i got to go prepare
not sure if melvin's parents are coming to bring issac
if not then i cant go to work again

if only .....
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goodbye

2009-08-07T16:10:00.002+08:00

i am really tired right now
have not had any sleep last night
& i actually went to work

i want to lie down on the bed so badly
but i do not want to doze off without even knowing
(then who will take care of issac ?)

come on issac take your afternoon nap !

my brain can not work
i do not know what to blog about
so i shall just upload some pictures

the rest of the photos is @:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=296643&id=603885077&l=1f18894843

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mummy brought us to have prata last night
omg
i am hungry, again

i am so damn random right
bye

2009-08-05T00:48:00.002+08:00

i have stop-d blogging for more than a month
without even realizing
anyway i have changed my layout
& i totally love it

i got tons of pictures to upload

btw my younger brother went to hillsong's concert
& came back with high fever, flu + cough
which soon after pass-d to issac and my mother

went to KKH on last sunday
spend the whole afternoon there

thank god issac's fever went down on monday
heheh
& right now he is lying beside me
NOT ASLEEP

look @ the time
i hope tomorrow i will be able to wake up for work

last month i went to work for less then 15days
and since the start of this month
i have not been to work at all
jazlyn why so lazy !

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issacus:
can walk but still not 100% stable
will whine and reach out for things he want
can hold his own small bottle to drink water
but never holds the big bottle fill-d with milk
(too heavy?)
have five teeth currently
always come up with wierd expression by himself

& more

alot of pictures coming up

this is done by my mother not me (:

issac fell the other day
& it left a really ugly scar around his eye area
it was really a close shave from hitting his eyes
)):

i am a really bad mother i know

my use-to-be very messy table
got all clear-d out by issac
& now he sits on it whenever we use the computer

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the other day
i met up with kellie for shisha

yvonne's bday

my computer is dying on me
hate it
mummy when are you buying me a new one
ha

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i need to get my hair done
black roots and unkept hairlook
cant stand it

i have been putting on alot of weight recently
thanks to chocolates and icecreams

melvin got so piss-d with me the other day
becoz i never go down to purchase my own food
(thats how lazy i am)
but i went down just to purchase 20odd dollars
of chocolates and icecreams

i have put on so much weight
my friends even ask-d
'jaz you preg again?'
FML

x:

this post is seriously long right
i will update again very soon alrights

goodnight everyone, loves

2009-06-27T00:02:00.003+08:00

this post is meant for 25thjune2009

HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ISSACUSGOH
(((((((((((:

had a simple celebration @ my place
thanks to those who turn-d up
& for all the presents :D

omg
i cant believe a year have past-d

issac can now:
walk six steps by himself
three teeths only
knows when we're scolding him & starts pouting his lips
*expressing that he is going to cry*
hates it when you take his toys
wants whatever youre eating
can drink from a straw (provided its not plain water)
when he says mummum he'll usually
put his two hands on his head
*no idea why*

theres more

but i suddenly cant think of any

lost touch with blogging
hahhas
will come back with pictures
bye

2009-06-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

hi all
i am back !!

here are the pictures as promise-d
mostly my precious ((:

this is @ little o'zone

issac totally stop-d playing
when girls walk by
he just stop & stare
til they're far from sight

cheeky or what ?

brought baby to have a haircut
but it turns out bad
his hair use to have a super obvious M
but oh well
now he still looks damn cute
with his toot hairdo

after his haircut
came home & melvin was asleep
when mel woke up
his reaction damn big

'what you do to my son !?!?!'
'where is his M huh !! omg'

issac just stone & stare at him
with his damn blurr cock look
hahahs adding that haircut
omg i can never forget
hahahahahs

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random,

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statue of liberty ?

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my page must be lagging lyk mad right
hahahs keep refreshing if you cant see ya

i haven been attending work fequently
always absent :x

issac is asleep now
damn early right i know
& melvin is out tonight

i have been going out alot more then usual
do not know if i should

issac's birthday is coming
but i got no idea how to celebrate for him
x:

we were planning to go on cruise or smt
but it is cancel-d

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me&yvonne

on yvonne's birthday birthday
sophia,me,ky& vone

we were near sabaisabai
then went to hanz

bayb went with me too ((:

other pics are all with eug
so ill load that someother time

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fb time
my pet must be smelly and hungry
hahahs

goodnights

2009-05-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

i am very lazy to upload pictures
as well as updating

anyway everything should be fine
have to wait another six months
til the next checkup
& we'll see how

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i will do a proper post next time
bye

2009-05-19T16:01:00.001+08:00

i am scared

2009-05-09T13:03:00.002+08:00

days since i last blog-d

this two days
i am sick, so never go to work
bayb came home early yesterday
to help me take care of issac

my two sweethearts are sleeping now
issac was being naughty just now
& as usual messing up my whole room
so i told him
if he does not behave no outing for him later
no toys as well

he then sat behind me, really quiet
took his pillow and pacifier
& fell asleep beside his daddy

hahhas

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anyway
we will be going out later
to unitedsquare somewhere for buffet
the one beside the food court
its so pack-d thank god we've made reservations
(:

this is to celebrate mothers day
my very first offical mother day ! LOL
last yr i was still preg with sac.

issac is too young to buy me a present
oh well
he better buy me presentS when he grows up
or else i will murder him
*kiddings

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we should be hiring a maid soon
indonesian or philippino better ??

that way i can mayb change a job
& go out more often !!

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i want to fb now, bye

2009-05-01T23:39:00.004+08:00

my mood seems so wrong

i feel somewhat down
i do not know what i want anymore
or did i ever knew what i want-d ?

so hard ?
so wrong ?
so outta place ?
so miserable ?

*words can have a thousand meanings

i am tired !

2009-05-01T04:18:00.002+08:00

look @ the time now
its freaking 4.18am

i need to go prepare now
then go to work
b-o-r-i-n-g !!

yesterday i didnt go to work
the day before i went to work
without sleeping as well

i think i have insomnia
hah

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its labour day
& i got work
wtf right

damn
i hate working, seriously

2009-04-28T00:29:00.004+08:00

That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say

im so happy to say this outloud
bayb&i are holding on strong together
as a mother & father of our child
& that nothing will come in our way
i can see us holding hands building
our future together (((:
issac mummy&daddy loves you many

went to my cousin's first birthday yesterday
together with melvin, jordan & issac

issac sat beside my cousin
& pull-d her hair
then pull her shirt
which made her fell butt first to the ground

soon after
my cousin took her revenge

& she started dominating issac
whatever issac play-d with
she will come over & snatch

she even pretend to share with issac
and when issac stretch his hands out
she took it away
hahahhas

issac then became some gentleman
whatever he can play with
he will share with my cousin
& he stop-d pulling her hair too

my cousin just started to learn walk-ing
damn cuute pls

cant wait for issac to take his first step man
omg !

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ive got no pics to upload
coz im using the laptop

anyway for today
i went out with jordan & issac

nothing much

bayb&i wna watch show together now
goodnight all

2009-04-26T00:34:00.004+08:00

Love Just Simply Aint Enough

first day of work today
scuk-d !!

i open shop MYSELF
i work all by MYSELF
i got no one to chat with becoz i was by MYSELF
& sales was bad
well as compared to the other shops

but sharon was nice
she came to the shop i was at
& offer-d to help me buy mac breakfast

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this video is random
i got alot alot of other videos
but i haven upload them yet
thou its already in my computer

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pictures are blurr
use-d laptop to take without lights on

melvin came in all of a sudden
which explain his horrid blurr big face

*family, i love*

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the other day
issac turn-d on the fan himself
& he put his finger thru the mini holes
'grrrr'
then he took his finger out
& he put it in again
'grrrrrrr'
then melvin scream-d ISSAC !!!!!!!!

issac didnt dare to turn around
& pretend to whine
then slowly crawl to melvin
o.O

isnt it suppose to be painful ???
but no signs of issac in pain whatsoever

jordan said this today
'jie do you realize issac knows no pain?'
i paused for a min

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i do not know why but
@ certain point of time all of a sudden
i will feel damn bad damn guilty
it is like i haven done enough for issac

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if only i could give him a better life
if only.

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anyway im loading the videos now
so ill come back in a min to upload them here
*away*

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*back*

ill just load three videos first
or else my blog will lag your whole page
hah

issac does this look
whenever he wants food
adorable or what ?

the other night
i was watching all of issac's old videos
i laugh-d so many times
melvin thought i was crazy
-.-

i will share the joy
with you all some other time okays

oh & HAPPY 10th MONTH ISSACUSGOH

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my younger brother & me <3

bayb is home now
we're gna go finish up the pizza

nights

2009-04-22T23:42:00.007+08:00

issac is asleep
melvin is using my com playing dota
jordan is surfing the net/playing L4D

& here i am blogging with a laptop
waiting for our mac delivery
but im not sure how long will it take to arrive
coz its rain-ing really heavily
x:

another thing i dont understand
is why some phone operators
can sounds so ridiculous

but ya today aint
the first time im laughing my ass off
on the other line
damn

& everytime something funny happens
jordan is always beside me
& he makes me laugh even harder

ok i sound really mean

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change of sub:

i have been sleeping really late
wonder how am i gna adjust back
when i start work

3 or 4 more days to work
not really looking forward to it

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i got really un-entertain-d
the other day so i cam-whored

i took this & i LIKE it

im on msn now
& after disturbing jordan for quite some time
he finally decided to acc me

we are gna watch show together now
bayb just came in
he just finish dota as well
hehhe

i got no idea why i even
bother to blog but ya

now they are accompanying me
i am not bored so bye

2009-04-20T01:12:00.003+08:00

cab-d to sem mrt to meet qr
then we train-d all the way to cityhall
head-d over to MS to wait for jo and ken

after that we went to changing appetite

their mudpie is nice !
thumbs up ((:

& by the influence of qr
i shall post all the food pics

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pics as i promised

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& today
before i went out
issac just woke up
he kept crying then stop then cry again

i got a video
ill load all my videos next time
* i always forget to upload them

we took this yesterday
& i love the way it turn-d out
he look so happy (((:

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bayb wants to use the computer to dota
so nights all

loves

2009-04-18T20:31:00.004+08:00

bayb&i just had pizzahut

i was out the whole afternoon
went to get my hair done
which i guess i shouldnt have

i miss my curls & my length

@ first
when i just reborn-d it
my length was way long
thou i didnt expect it to be

but in the end
it was a real heartache man
my hairstylist cut my hair
all the way til around shoulder length
and bangs

& when i came back home
all bayb said was
'its a new look'

GRGH

oh well
ive to live with it for now
til my hair grows back

will upload pics of my newhairdo tml

2009-04-18T03:43:00.001+08:00

its freaking 3.42am
& you know why am i blogging now

issac woke up around an hour ago
& til now he doesnt want to sleep
i tried pat-ing him to sleep
but he just lay down beside me

all of a sudden
he sat up right beside me
touch around my blanket
then he lay his hands on my ass
and start-d pat-ing me

omg
i cant help but kept laughing
so did melvin

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issac is concentrating watching
melvin play psp right now
wth right
its way past his bedtime !!

got to try & make him go back to sleep
bye

2009-04-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

my hair is a mess
& worst of all i go out everyday lyk that

i just realize
IM NINE-TEEN
but i dont do makeup
i dont dress well
i wear plainly shirt & shorts

i really need to get a life !

i miss studying
making new friends
going to school
hanging out with friends whenever i want to
i do not want to be
tied down with responsibilities

no i don't )))));

BUT
~~do i have a choice ???~~

although i have so much weigh-ing on me
whenever i see issac
he melts away all my troubles

well, i guess
i have to be thankful
thankful that we are holding on strong
as a new young family

although i do not have what
a lot of other young mothers have
but i am content-d (:

simple yet blissful in ways

*i can make it*

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bayb is out with his friends now
this few days he is working for his dad

as for me
i aint got work til the 25th this month

so ima full time mother,
taking care of issac 24/7

my brother did this to him

i cant stand the way issac sleeps
he is lyk all over the bed
turning, rolling, squeezing himself
in-between pillows, etc

cute @ times
but totally irritating
when he takes up 3/4 of the bed
leaving me&melvin to squeeze on a small portion

he can crawl down/up the bed
he can move up onto your tummy and lie there
he can push and move bolsters out of the way
& he does all this while sleeping

did i mention that issac have two lower teeths now
his bites are really painful too

i love my son !!

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i am on MSN right now
after a million years
chat with me

i am really random i know
i just want to kill time

goodnights

2009-04-15T14:53:00.003+08:00

Love Is Staring Back @ Me

hi all
everyone is taking their afternoon naps now
& im here wide awake

just had so many seaweeds, coco crunch & chocolates

i couldnt wake up for work today
& bayb didnt go back to camp as well
hahhas

ive got videos of issac
but i haven upload them yet

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recently issac is always
standing infront of my computer
as if he is really using it can
he moves/slams baybs computer mouse
he hits on the keyboard
hahahahs his backview is way cute man !

bayb is so afraid issac would spoilt
the mouse i bought for him
cause its a gaming mouse la

but when we take a normal old mouse for issac
he totally doesnt touch it can
smart right

-faints

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ive been thinking of getting another job
but the timing is way too long
ill not have time with issacus&bayb

in case youre wondering
my job ends @ 12.30pm
which means i got the whole afternoon free

still considering x:

..
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whereas for my relationship
we're doing pretty well
going on strong
i guess ill never ever love a man this much ever again

tml is our anniversary
i feel lyk catching a movie

in the past
want watch movie go watch lor
but now with issac around
watching movie seems to be lyk
once in a blue moon
LOL

i cant wear contactlens recently
so ive been wearing specs everywhere i go
-pouts

one really blurr pic on my bday

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i miss hanging out with my friends
been too busy with my family & stuffs

do hope we get to catch up soon alrights
(((:

melvin is awake & disturbing me now
ill post til here then
bye all

*revenge is sweet*

2009-04-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

laughs, read the lyrics !!

im tired, nights

2009-04-12T16:12:00.010+08:00

laughs !!

hello everyone
issac aint @ home now
& bayb is using jordans computer
so ive the time to upload pictures & blog !

first up:
the day @ the zoo (:

was really sunny & warm
look @ issac frowning
hah

not gna post
all the animal pictures here

they were trying
to get issac to look @ the fish
LOL

look @ him
the word bored is written al over

&& soon after
my dear son fell asleep

we continued walking around the zoo
& came to the monkeys
where we stop-d for quite sometime
LOL baybs family love the monkeys
0.0

wierdly
monkeys have sex lyk less then five secs?

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this monkey is digging some other monkeys hole
-stares

okay enough about monkeys man
here is a really pretty animal
i lyk !

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head-d over to KFC
where the new waterpark is
& guess who woke up

hahhas such nice timing hur

fed him
then change-d him

@ first he was kinda withdrawn
but soon after
he was way into playing

theres this kid
(didnt take any photo)
he was totally NAKED playing around
& his father ?
wearing only underpants chasing him around

okay nothing SO VERY wrong
but come on
the water is somewhat dirty can
& he lets his son run around
exposing his ---- to everyone ?

okay i know hes a kid still
but hmmmmm
i dont know i wont allow thou
ha
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nevermind back to my son pictures

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ive to update some other time
have to prepare & go get baybs dad a present
his birthday today
ha so last min right i know

some quick updates
-brought issac to vivo
had marche shop-d around daiso, forever21 etc
but didnt manage to get anything
saw jiayi before taking a cab
was with jaslyn, boon, bee, wenhan and gang

-went on a crazy shopping spree
with bestfriend and jessica before my birthday
spend alot i can say x:

-spend the whole of yesterday
with mummy & issac
issac had alot of fun
he came home & straight knock-d out

-haven really been going to work
renovation work going on as well
broke man

-been coughing & having flu
since weeks ago
still haven recover
issacus is sick as well )):

-suppose to go out with aunt today
but cancel-d cause of melvins dad birthday

-need a hair cut really badly
been having MAJOR hairfall
someone help me man !!

i still lack of alot of things i did
but hack im running really late
ill do the pics soon ok

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the young parents of issacus <3

bye all !

2009-04-03T12:26:00.003+08:00

its been almost a month since i last updated
been busy

ive got chunks of photos to upload
will do it some other time
im lazy & hungry now

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OH & & & & & &&
my birthday is coming !!
SIXTH OF APRIL PEOPLE !!

honestly i got no idea
how am i gna celebrate it yet

we'll see ((:

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issac is taking his afternoon nap now

his two bottom front tooth is growing now
he can totally climb out of the walk-er
(ultra dangerous)
he loves the KFC adver, the one banging on the table
he tore my ikea side lamp ):
many more....

i will update again SOON
i need to go eat now
bye

2009-03-11T18:04:00.003+08:00

HI ALL

miss me?
HA

nyway

jazlyn have been going to work
lyk EVERYDAY !!
madness right
im such a lazy ass
but suprise-ingly i woke up
for work everyday since last friday

keep it up man, jazlyn

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ok
im here blogging becoz
im waiting for my sweetheart to come home
& issacus is asleep
so ya i have the time

this is my son, one morning

he slept in that position
for god knows how long

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had jacks last week with fam

issac kept throwing all his toys
onto the ground, on purpose ok

& this waiter kept picking up for me

well bottom line
we all didnt had our entire meal in peace

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IM LOSING HAIR !!
DAMN

I HATE MY HAIR NOW
ITS SO GOD-DAMN LITTLE AND THIN
THANKS TO ALL THE HAIRFALL

& issacus keeps tugging at them as well
-cries

does all women experience increase of hairfall
after birth ??

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bayb is taking so long to reach home
so gna make him acc me instead of the com tonight
watch horror movies together
hehhe
thats provide-d issac sleeps early luh

ROAR !

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watch-d DVDs with mummy&jordan earlier on
'Vendetta'
i dont get 65% of the story
jordan said im just plain dumb
WT-F

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ive yet to bathe since i got home
smelly lyk crap now

bye

2009-03-03T16:47:00.003+08:00

ive not slept for two nights
madness- TIRED !!

lastnight went to hajilane
slack-d there all the way til 3plus ?
reach-d home around 4am

lay on the bed
for a pathetic 20mins
then i had to prepare for work

bayb was the one
that kept dragging me out of bed
hahha im so lazy !
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after work mummy pick-d me up

we took the wrong expressway
which took us ultra long to reach there

after everything
had secretrecipe with mummy
i had my fav chocolatebanana

:D

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issacus is finally asleep
which means i can catch a wink

bye for now, im really beat.

2009-03-02T21:30:00.004+08:00

ultra full
just had a home-made steamboat
with my family ((:

ive been eating way lots recently
okay should be ever since chinesenewyear
i gain-d a total of EIGHT-KG
WTH LUHHHHH

im fat
hahahhahs
not that important thou

anyway
went back to work today
sales is alright
hahahha all i can say is i got lucky

oh & earlier on, in the afternoon
i want-d to have durian all of a sudden
but mummy said its not the durian season
so she dont wna buy back

about 30mins later
our door bell rang
this aunt was outside
i couldnt understand what she was saying
so i ask mummy out

guess what ??'
she's selling durians door to door

first time in my life
i see people selling durians door to door
LOL

mummy says that
they should be from malaysia or smt

we bought two only
but it was damn expensive lah
coming fifty-bucks
i know wtf right

but mummy knows i wna eat
so she bought for me
hehhehe loves :D

today is really my day man

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work again tml
but ill be leaving early
to accompany mummy to hospital

then have to pick issacus up

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pictures are not upload-d yet
im getting damn lazy as the day pass-s
everyone is lyk complain-ing
hahahhahas
especially bayb x:

BOOOOO

2009-02-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

didnt go to work today
but went there around 1pm

clear-d out the missing outstock
til evening -.-

to my surprise
boss & ahshiong came to talk to me
i got til tml afternoon to consider

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bayb is still out
coming back after midnight i guess

issacus is still not asleep
today he kept sticking out his tongue
& now he is in his play area
making alot of noise with all his toys

currently i am
waiting for jordan to buy supper back

overdue pictures
are still not upload-d yet

mayb some other time ya
love all, nights

2009-02-28T01:55:00.004+08:00

my back is aching badly
been sitting infront of the computer
since lyk dont know when, playing conquer
(ha i know)

wonder how bayb sits here all the time
-frowns

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earlier on
went to visit yvonne @ eastshore
while she was having her operation
kuanying & i went parkway to shop

left there around 8pm
then cab-d home

spend alittle time with family
then bayb went out

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i should be going to work lyk
in three hours time
need to settle everything luh

i think i should catch some rest now
shall continue my quest with bayb tml
(((:

nights all

2009-02-27T00:07:00.004+08:00

just a quick update

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yesterday night
cab-d to ms to meet
kellie and her three other friends

down to dLo first
went upstairs
then sherwin came in & told us that
kellie's other two friend couldnt get in
so we went rebel instead

party-d til about 4plus-am
then we left

thought about going to work
but ya i didnt in the end

i mean lyk what for go
anyway tomorrow is my 2nd last day there

ya
im no longer working there
and you know what
i haven found a job yet !!

screw life baby
ha !

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issacus can mumble papa and mama
but thats only if he really want to

he can support onto something
and stand by himself

*ill upload the video soon*

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im tired
goodnight all

2009-02-23T00:15:00.003+08:00

just got back home

went to have HKcafe with bayb
suddenly while eating i smiled @ bayb

bayb: what !? you laugh what ?!
me: i didnt laugh i smile-d ok
bayb: ya whatever, why?
me: i dont know, all of a sudden
i felt love again !
bayb: zzzzzzzz. wth

it was really lyk a rush of love
kinda feeling, when i look-d at him
you guys may think im mad but
hahahhahas its true

boy he's my man !! 0.0

but hey come on
its been ages since we two
had a nice meal together w/o issac
hahahhs sounds mean i know
but seriously
i miss the times we had together
just me&him

spell LOVE people !!

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after a ultra late dinner
bayb drop me off @ sunplaza
then he went back home
to look after issacus
whereas i went to meet qiurong&kenneth

chat til 11plus-pm
hahhas i talk-d way too much i think

oh well
hope we'll be catching up soon
with the rest ((:

but ive to get my things plan-d out
or else ya ....

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i cant sleep
& i got work tml morning
@ lyk five-am BOOO

gna go do my nails now
bye

2009-02-22T01:02:00.004+08:00

its 0103am
still wide awake

got lyk two mosqi bites
damn itchy !

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issac is behind me sleeping
changes his position lyk every time i turn around
hahahas
damn cute !!!
geez

melvin is out with his friends
dota -.-

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pictures taken on the 20th

im really bored & hungry

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anyway since its past midnight
yesterday went to work
really really bad mood
ha

dont ask me why
my temper has been really bad recently

it was also melvins mother bday
went out around evening
they want-d to go novena to celebrate
but ya fully pack-d
so we went forest instead

had dinner
paid half for it

then melvins dad drove us home

nothing much

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my life CHANGED so much

but now
ive finally learn
to be independent which is somewhat good right
?!?!?! RIGHT ??

i got alot to rant about
but ya i think i should just
keep them personal for now

*i do not need extra misunderstandings/problems

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my source of strength,

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im blogging damn randomly
super not interesting
bye

2009-02-16T23:04:00.005+08:00

i love you
you love me
we're one big happy family
with a great big hug
& a kiss from me to you
wont you two say you love me too

bayb&baby: jazlyn loves you <3

just here to randomly update alittle
issacus just fell asleep
gna watch show with bayb now
& cut all my nails short )):

hehhehe

am so blessed to be loved by you
although sometimes
you can really piss the shit outta me
but bayb i love you deeply
hugshugs

:D:D:D:D MY FAMILY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

nights

2009-02-15T02:05:00.006+08:00

Happy Valentine Day To All Out There !!
esp to my baybboy <3

my one nail is short becoz
it broke when i was asleep
)))))))))))))))):

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bayb&i want-d to go sentosa
but in the end issacus was tagging along
so we change-d our plans
& went to E!hub instead

brought issac to eXplorerkid
nothing much he can play thou

melvin's sister, boyfriend & brother
join-d us

i lyk this area <3

tired after doing pull-ups ??

hahahhas he had so much laugh-ter
when melvin carried him up & down
while he was holding onto the pole
im lazy to load videos

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their greenapplesoda is not bad
but the passionfruitsoda
is way too thick and sweet x:

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issacus fell asleep on the way back

bayb&i went to catch
our 3rd movie after issacus's arrival

'love matters'
quite funny @ parts
want-d to watch 'bridewars'
but dont think bayb will lyk

oh well

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btw i bought this new backpack
makes it way lighter
when i bring all of issacus stuffs

((:

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bayb is out with his friends
think im heading to bed first
not gna wait for him to come back home

shall end with a familypic
not very nice one thou x: hahahhas

nights all !! [:

2009-02-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

sick since lyk friday
coughing my lungs out !!
yesterday had my afternoon nap
& fever broke out

didnt go to work today

getting kinda irritated with this job
anyone have a better job offer ???

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issacus is over @ melvins place
damn miss him can
sometimes im ultra unwilling to let him go over
but ive to work tml
cant take care of him myself ))):

issacus can make his way
up and down the bed already

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the other day
went out to celebrate grandmas bday
@ the pines

went back home first
then met up with bestfriend, KK and sherwin

sherwin brought us to some thaipub
totally HATE IT
i couldnt wait to leave
but thank god we left in a short while

club abit
boy do i miss nightlife !!
hahs

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@ 5am before going to work

some day when i play-d with the cam

took lyk a ton of pictures of issac

its getting harder&harder
to change his clothes by oneself
too active

lazy to do an anime
use your imagination

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sexy !?! HAHAHAS

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the other day
just me&issacus (((:

very blurr thou

i love this picture
he was enjoying pulling my hair

this is issac's
'i need to grab your mouth before i sleep'

he does this to melvin&my brother
hahahha

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need to get some sleep soon
and drag myself to work tml morning

*if only i didnt have to shoulder all
the responsibilities of supporting
my own family*

well
im still living life :D:D

although my life have change-d totally
but im happy with the way it is now
becoz i got issacus as my strength
& my reason for joy !!!!

-huggs

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okays
ive finally updated
im going to bed now

goodnight

bye (:

2009-02-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

hello all;

ive got alot of pictures
but ive been busy lately
yet to upload them to the net

ill update soon alright
i need to sleep now

nights all

2009-01-29T00:08:00.005+08:00

IssacusGoh's Seven Month Old:

VERYVERYNAUGHTY !!

he knows who can be bullied
& he will bully different people
in his own ways

makes alot of sounds with his mouth
& his saliva will be all over you

can slowly crawl down the bed
sometimes even head down first *goon do*

he seldom cries if he hits himself
unless you quickly run to his aid
this way he knows someone cares so he cries

there was once:
he kept doing the bububu sound with his mouth
adding his saliva
so i hit his small little lips
after i hit he BU
i hit he BU again

for lyk ten times
so i gave up
all of a sudden he kept quiet for awhile
and BUUUU all his freaking saliva
onto my sleeve _|_

everyone in my family knows
if issacus keeps quiet for awhile
SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG

hahahhahahas

he sleeps in all sorts of position
*flips & turns 360*
he also loves to stick behind your back
when he is asleep
you move abit he turns & stick to you again
happens all the time
when melvin is the one beside him
LOL

hates being cover-d by blanket
melvin totally blame me for this
-.-

his shit still stinks very bad

knows when we're going out
& if he isnt changed he cries NON-STOP

prefer toys in yellow

rmb that yellow duck he hates
when he was very little
now when the duck sings
he grabs its mouth and hand
to stop it from moving

loves to eat !!
he sees food only his eyes total focus

if he knows something is what he cant have
at any point of time
if he gets the chance to lay his hand on it
straight away it will be in his mouth
example: our handphones, my popo, wires, tissues etc

drags himself around alot
been going on since last month i think

always trying to sit up on his own

always using his leg to kick his toystand

earlier this afternoon
he pull-d down one bear from my music-turning toy

he doesnt mind strangers carrying him
becoz he knows that they'll play with him
& if you dont, he cries for someone familar

ultra hard to change his clothes alone now
he is always moving, rolling, etc

doesnt really cry for milk
even if he is hungry -.-
so we've to take note of the time well

sleeps thru the entire night

he knows when something is wrong
example; people arguing, bad mood etc
& he'll be a ultra good boy
ultra quiet (((:
LOL

the other night he was kinda noisy
so bayb pretend to quarrel with me
using really retard-d words
he look @ melvin then laugh
*laughs

babies nowadays are very smart

theres more about him
but for now my brain cant work

bottom line;
very adorable
becoz he is my son !!

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basically im updating becoz im bored

work-d from nine-am til eight-fourty-pm
very busy ):

work @ nine again tml
but i cant sleep
should be staying up til bayb comes home

2009-01-27T18:53:00.003+08:00

Happy chinese New year to All !!

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oh ya the picture above
MY REAL HAIR
i didnt cut short lah

those who know me well
would know i'll never cut it that short
i look retard-d with short hair

so anyway

25th of Jan
bus-d to work @ lyk 830am
business was alright lah

mummy came to pick me after four
alighted me @ home

bestfriend rang me
she was just blocks away
so we met up for a short while

then i went to prepare
bath-d issacus and all

then daddy came to pick me&jordan
off for the first reunion dinner

later in the evening
i travel-d back to woodlands
met bayb then off to his grandma's place
stay-d awhile then off to his another grandma's place

mummy came to pick me around 10??pm
then head-d to my aunts place

had lyk four dinners in a night
damn bloat-d can
x:

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we're suppose to stay up thru the night
becoz of some chinese tradition right
but once i got home
K.O
I WOKE UP FOR WORK AT 8PLUS OK
mummy understands ((:

melvin went back to his own home
to stay up the night for his parents

.

26th of Jan
left home around noon
head-d to melvins father side first

for the first time
i took up the courage
((((:

its new year right
hahahhahas

ate alittle
love the curry and noodles

then head-d to melvins mother side
bayb fell asleep
issacus fell asleep
i lay there alone & fell asleep as well
hahahhahas

after bayb woke up
we play-d cards awhile with his family
then i head-d off to my dad's side

play-d poker also

suppose to go my aunts place
but mummy was tired so ya

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as for today
we all slept til late
including issacus
after his feed he'll sleep

hahahahs
so we didnt go visiting today
boo

boring post right
new year is all about visiting

work starts tml
shit-y )):

issacus is awake !

might be catching a movie later
bye all

2009-01-22T13:00:00.004+08:00

CNY is on its way !!
are all your shopping list clear-d ?
well i didnt get much this year
somewhat the newyear mood aint here

yes im home
not @ work AGAIN today
so gna get fired lah x:

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tuesday spend time with mummy awhile
then head-d out
to meet girl&boon
boon got summon 500$ can
hahahhahas

train-d to amkhub
bought clothes for issacus
cute !!

had pepperlunch
then went to town

shop-d alittle
some lala happen-d
)):

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met up with ky the other day
had ajisen with her mummy,sister & velenze

crystal went to do some paint-ing thing
& i did this ((:

oh ya btw i change-d my phone
back to samsung again <3

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yesterday
mummy came to pick me up from work
then we went to get our hair done

from this:

TO THIS: ))))))))):

wtf rightt !!!

ultra regret can !
but what to do

i always let desmond
do what he wants to my hair
just sit there do do do
& wait for outcome only

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slowly ill learn to love my new hair

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unglam pictures of issacus asleep

sleep also hold this toy -.-

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ill update again soon
much love, jazlyn

2009-01-15T13:26:00.002+08:00

am not @ work again today
becoz ive to take care of issac
work is getting more & more screw-d up
but ive to have a job right
-screams !!

not only work
life is screw-d as well
))):

skip al those
jazlyn is hungry !

now thats sad
but i do not know what to have

oh im having flu btw

boy, am i random today

the other day
went to chongpang with jordan
saw zhiwei&ahboy

while waiting for our food
took pics of bored issac

& when we were done eating
issac shit-d !!

damn
on the way back home
the whole cab stink-d so bad
jordan&me agree-d that
issacus shit smell-d lyk
cheap nacho cheese in plastic bags !!
hahhas

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i am offically bored to the max
melvin will only be home lyk around six ??
jordan is going out now !!

issac doesnt know how to entertain me yet
omg im really bored

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hungry ))):

2009-01-12T17:55:00.002+08:00

bayb is coming home
hes buying food for me
thou im lyk freaking full now
x:

ill upload pictures another time
i am feeling really lazy now
issacus is playing behind me
whenever i turn back
he laugh-s, so cute !!

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chinese new year is around the corner
everyone is lyk shopping
doing their hair, teeths, facial, etc
cleaning up their home and stuffs

ive done nothing yet !
new years seems so .....
well mayb its just me
i totally have no mood for it

ha

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anyway yesterday:
went to velenze's first month
saw quite a few familar faces
bayb's ex was there as well

brought issacus along
went to causewaypoint first
bought velenze's present
bought a bip for issac
& jervon bought a cap for issac
(:

slack-d with kuanying, yvonne, peixin
we girls chat-d

head-d off to causewaypoint
but had to lyk leave suddenly
cause bayb call-d
saying it was his grandpa's birthday
so we went over to their place

accompany-d bayb to checkpoint
but we left early ((:
watch-d movie with jordan and bayb
& the results of watching movie
til after midnight is
WAKING UP LATE FOR WORK

hahhs

wna go spend time with my family now
they are my source of happiness
:D

might be going out later
bye

2009-01-08T17:20:00.007+08:00

been sometime since ive updated
am now home
waiting for bayb to come back
then we'll be going out
to get my new phone :DD

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right after work the other day
head-d off to bugis
with girl and elyn

then back to woodlands
to look for bayb

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went to A-H to look for mummy
together with my aunt & grandma
after that
we went off to thomson
had starbucks

then to jeanyip
grandma perm-d, aunt dyed her hair
whereas i trim-d my hair
but lyk totally no difference can ??
did a treatment as well
been forever since i last pamper-d myself !

think im gna visit a salon again
before new year (:

went to have dinner with my family
then down to toapayoh

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cant rmb what else i did
the past few days

anyway: PICTURES !!

new year countdown

my HPcam scuk-s i know

this is lyk
my aunt's new resort style bungalow
the home itself is pretty small thou

but her unit is the first unit
which has this personal pool
at her somewhat frontyard
but she's thinking of taking it away
-.- wth

they have their own basement lvl
with two parking lots

cant wait to see the home
when its furnish-d
i lyk !! i lyk !!

can you belive this place
cost more then a terrace house

ive to work hard
so i can give this kinda future
to my family (((((:
*starts to dreams away*

-KNOCKS HEAD
WAKE UP JAZLYN
IT WILL TAKE YOU FOREVER
HA

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oh well
mayb i should find a rich guy
that accepts issac & run off with him
hahahhahs

I AM TOTALLY KIDDING !!
MELVIN IS THE MAN I LOVE OK !!
I DONT WANT ANY OTHER MAN
so what if they are f-rich
i doubt they can withstand my
fcuk-d up temper (:
or shower me with the love that i have now

a simple & biss-ful life is all i need
<3 my family

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issac just woke up

hmm daddy first time ownself
take picture with me
when mummy is not around

i shall smile with him

OI , daddy ENOUGH !

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ahboon&bb with the top girl bought

melvins mummy&issac

i got somemore pics
but my com fail-d to upload them

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yesterday
after work met jordan @ causeway
bought pasta x2, sharkfins soup x3
& terriyaki chicken burger
then down to look for mummy (:

had a simple family gathering
then saw my greatgrandaunt
stay-d til around evening
then she drove us home

was suppose to meet my primaryschool friends
for a simple dinner gathering
but i had other things to do
yesterday was plain busy ):

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work-d again today
im getting more&more lazy
i cant get out of bed everymorning

today after work
went to pick issacus
then came back home
pack-d some stuffs for issac
then went to causewaypoint

met bingzhe

oh & i bought i-phone (((((:

but ehh now
i wna get another phone
so i sold the i-phone already
hahahs

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damn what time is bayb reaching home
im hungry )):

2009-01-01T04:03:00.003+08:00

A Happy 2009 To All ;D

am still out now

earlier on :
went to the marina countdown
way boring i tell you
but the fireworks @ the end
makes it all worth while i think

videos files are really big
might upload them when im home
or something

i miss issac so much
humpff

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freaking cold right now
no idea ill be here til what time
im really sleepy
got up @ 4.30am today
& i haven slept til now

after work bought lunch home
then make issac to sleep
head-d out with girl to causeway
then kranji & yishun

not working tomorrow
bayb say he'll wake up for issac's
morning feed so i can sleep in

*you better keep your promise*
-roar

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bayb:
its another new year for us
& i want many many more years ahead
watching the fireworks with you
was perfect !!
the wish-s and kiss-s and hugs
were totally price-less x:

i love you (:

2008-12-29T00:11:00.003+08:00

-SMILES
finally got to catch up
with my primary school friends

went to have dinner @ HKcafe
then sent jo to the interchange
after that went to catch a movie
'bedtime stories'

pics not with me

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bayb is still out with his friends
decided not to join him
so i came home first
(:

goodnight all :D

2008-12-25T15:50:00.005+08:00

edited post @ 10.59pm

I WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS X3
& A HAPPY YEAR AHEAD !!
-WINKS

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HAPPY 6TH MONTH TO ISSACUSGOH !!

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lastnight was suppose to go to
jervons place for steamboat
but i kinda took a nap
& when i woke up
melvin told me his daddy
is coming to pick us up

so ya i didnt go to his place
for dinner x:

went over to melvins place
then ah boon came
bayb,me,girlgirl & ahboon
took bus over to causeway

went to have longjohns
while waiting for the rest
who were at checkpoint
playing dota -.-
how standard is that

we decided not to wait for them
so we cab-d to town first
the cab driver didnt wna get
caught in the jam along orchard
so he alight-d us near PS

we slowly walk-d til cine
on the way there
theres this three indian guys
first-they spray-d sprays at each other
second-they sat down @ the stairs
third-they started singing and clapping

everyone who walk-d pass
just look and stared
well somewhat some christmas mood hur

o.o

took neos
my scanner is down so i used camera instead

my favourite !

merrychristmas honey :D

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btw this is gna be a really
long post with pictures
enjoy :D

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this year town doesnt seem
that happen-ing as previous years
oh well

i miss chilling at clubs
(random)

i didnt wna get spray-d and all
so we stayd at cine

went to kbox
& in the end the rest who arrived
LYK AAFTER MIDNIGHT
said they want-d to catch a movie instead
wth

hack !

at least the four of us
somewhat enjoy-d ya
-smiles

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@ kbox

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other camwhore-ing pictures

bayb was totally dota-ing
& ignoring me so i camwhored

i haven been going to work
suppose to work today
but i gave it a skip again

so screw-d

btw i bought a new specs
white in colour
no idea why i bought it but ya

nice ?

went to disturb bayb
after he just end-d his first game

i love him :D<

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now picturess of issac!!

you're getting really bored right
hahahhas its been awhile
since i had so many pictures
bare with me ya

LAG LAG LAG ! BOO
try refreshing

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I LOVE MY SON MANYMANY

look at his face, lol

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doubt im going out today
im still tired
i got housework to do
ya you heard me housework

im still learning
but i cant iron clothes for nuts
its never straight !!
idiotic

bb's clothes are pile-ing up
so are the adults
roar !!

)):

....

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just my feelings;
i dont understand why some motherf
can actually get together with a guy
knowing that he already
have a wife and kid/kids
lyk seriously
whats your problem bitch
itchy pussy ??

im not talking about my relationship
so pls dont mistaken
neutral !!!

ya okay love is blind
but just for that few months of loveshit
you can actually ruin a family
how considerate

& idiotic men
who treat their wife lyk that
should just burn in hell
dont get married, dont get girls preg
then go out and find someone else

going thru preg aint no joke
you guys just never ever understand

the world is so unfair

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okay whatever

.

issac is having his afternoon nap
& im gna go have mine too
shall leave the housework til later

bye all

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hi again
im bored
home alone

issacus went over to melvins place
so many new toys for him
bayb 3G-d to show me
& issac snatch his phone by hitting
LOL

bayb have been accompanying me
so tonight
i ask-d him to head out with his friends
they're going chambers i think
where else hur ??
-laughs

earlier on
me & bayb had so much fun
disturbing each other and all
even issacus join-d in
& kept laughing lah

we play-d til i had a little hard breathing
due to all the laughing
including him&issac sitting on me
melvin is so fcuk heavy lah

& so i had to take my medication
after that bayb stop-d disturbing me
we made peace & bayb went to feed issac

while taking my nap
bayb dl-d a few games for me
into the psp ((:

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okays im gna go find smt to do
then sleep early
i got to get my ass to work tml

bye all, nights

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2008-12-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

all of a sudden
in a blink of an eye
everything took its turn

i am all alone now

its really tough
but NO, i cant breakdown
not now

GOD WHERE ARE YOU !?!?!?!!!!

im so tired

ps/ dont mistaken melvin&me are still loving

2008-12-21T01:19:00.009+08:00

There Aint No Love Without You c:

Yesterday- 19th december

went to work
early in the morning
bought lunch home
slack-d all the way til evening

then met up baybs friends
@ sakura

birthdayboy :D

i was so freakking full
best part
was the salmon and cakes

mostly left for chambers
but bayb,me,bingzhe,bee didnt join
we wait-d for bee's friend
then went off to town

head-d to cine
bought ticks for 'ip man' - 110am
some kungfu related show

then bingzhe went to pick elaine
then down to giraffe
slack-d, drank & chat
bee's friend was mainly
talking about his ex-girl thingy

sometimes really unfair ya
the same thing a girl does
& girls get condemned
yet guys gets forgive-d
or better yet gets away with it

_|_

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head-d back to cine
the movie was alright

suppose to go KTV
but we gave it a skip
becoz i was actually intend-ing
to go to work @ lyk five-am

pick-d bb up
then head-d home
bayb didnt want me to work
becoz i only had a short nap in the afternoon
didnt wna piss him off
so i did stay home

(:

it feels really really nice
to spend time with you
i feel so much closer to you
& the words + hug + kisses
outside giraffe was sweet hur
bayb, i love you (((:

ever since we chose to have issac
we've been thru way much
some just wouldnt understand
but im so glad
we're still together & in love
sweetheart we must be strong ok
we have to keep this family alive
& together alright ??
becoz of many external issues
we both have to go thru many
which also leads us to arguements
but i want you to know
no matter how much thats gna happen
ill always be here loving you

i promise

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i know i need a haircut

& i look shagg right x:
waking up almost everyday @ 4am
is seriously no joke
adding on issac sleeps late
so i only get to turn in
lets say around/after midnight ?

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Today- 20th December

head out around evening
bayb drop-d me off at kuanyings place
then he went out

went to see kuanying & velenze
her newborn sweetheart

brought smaller clothes for her daughter
wait-d for yvonne and her sister
we all chat & chill-d
time pass-d super fast lah

suppose to have dinner with bayb
but gave it a skip
so me,yvonne & her sister
went to causeway for ajisen
we were lyk the last customer lah
becoz we place-d our orders around
coming ten-pm hahhas

after our uber late dinner
we decided to go back ky's place
velenze was crying & i didnt know
where the rest was
so i carried her
omgomgomg
ultra FRAGILE
ya thats the word

i totally cant remember issac that young
but he didnt felt so soft
i think ?

oh well

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yvonnes friend came
then they sent me home :D
thanks

pics with vone

(:

staying up
& wait for bayb to come home

if hes late
ill be locking the room door
& pretend to be asleep
-winks

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some pics

people says that
whatever you do during pregnancy
it will reflect onto your child

BUT
im so glad
issac is a happy boy
who smiles and giggles alot

thank god, amen

.

MY GREEDY SON

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alright
goodnight everyone, loves

2008-12-17T20:09:00.004+08:00

christmas is coming !!
& issac is turning another month older
:D

recently he can move forward by himself
somewhat lyk crawl-ing
he moves faster if you
place food infront of him
ya i know
hes damn greedy !!

i got videos
but im lazy to upload them
mayb some other time ya

he gets super angry @ you
when you feed him halfway then stop
or when you disturb him
when he is drinking his milk
sometimes you cant even talk

he still drools alot
he can only move backwards
when hes on the walk-er

he hates/cries when every one
gets dress-d up except him
becoz he thinks we're going out w/o him

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took off today
& SPEND TIME WITH BAYB !!

we finally caught a movie together
after lyk god knows how long
walk around alittle together
just the two of us

but we had to rush home
becoz bayb have to go back camp
went to pick issac up
he was totally in a ultra bad mood
know why ??

becoz they were feeding him
some baby kinda food
& we had to pick him up
so they stop halfway and brought him down
issac sulk-d all the way home
x: oh well

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sometimes a blog
doesnt feel so personal hur

shall end this post here
boring i know
but now this is my life
i got not much choice

i cant live wonderful rich days
lyk some other people
but so what
im happy that im working hard for it
:D

i love my own simple family

nights

2008-12-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

Happy Holidays Everyone :D

christmas is around the corner
& ive got no plans
no more those nightlife shit
guess ill be spending time
with my family (:

after work
went to buy two set of clothes
for issacus
then went to causewaypoint
bought two tops for myself as well
three teriyaki burgers
then head-d home

i was nice i did donations
was about giving ex-convic second chance stuff
then ya they ask-d for more&more donations
*aint donations about just willing givings*

0.o

bus-d home

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didnt regret being the only store
to open @ 5am
the rest all open-d at 9am

can you believe
today had lyk one whole page
of all top-up cards

LOL

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working again tml
thou i can say i totally hate the environment
& many stuffs
but work is work hur
what choice have i left

should i go for office work instead ??

bayb says that
my temper is becoming worst
ever since i work-d there
kinda have to agree with him
im sorry

you cant be a good person there
its that complicated x:

dont wna detail-ize

anyway im happy working morningshifts now
its way more relaxing
in many many ways ((:

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i miss my friends
we really have to hangout soon okay
have dinner together or smt

& to her
i cant believe what you did
was it just for fun
or you had your own reasons

.

ill come back
with pictures alright

nights :D

2008-12-06T23:23:00.007+08:00

NEW SKIN LAYOUT
hehehhe i like the top part ((:
comment ya.

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so anyway
am still coughing alot
& issacus is still sick
)))):
super sadness can
its lyk his fever keeps
coming & going lah
he is cough-ing also
-sobs

really pains me

.

melvin is on duty
til tml morning

oh btw
ive changed to lyk morningshift
which means 5am start work
madness right

but i get to come home
lyk in the afternoon
which means more time for
family & friends

-winks

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the other day
when issacus was sick
we purpose-ly lay him on the bed
totally ignoring him
& i mean totally !!

this was what he did
for a whole solid 4mins

hahhahs
look @ his expression !!

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issac is awake again
shall go acc him
then mayb acc jordan watch show

then ive to sleep
i cant afford to wake up late tml

nights all
much love, jazlyn

2008-12-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

hoho
boy do i feel guilty

i pass-d my sickness
to issac and his daddy xx:

i tried staying away from them already can
i even slept in the living room
ALONE !!

luckily they recover-d quite fast
issac aint that fever-ish
but today i went to work
& melvins side said bb didnt drink milk
since lyk 2pm
wtf right

)))))):

went back to work today
ate fcuk lot today
and all heavy meals can

melvin came to pick me
then his dad fetch-d us home
heh

im still coughing lyk mad-ness
i only fag lyk three today ??
and all with very very small puffs
hahahas

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mummy&jordan
is coming home tml

cant wait to rip their luggages
-winks

2008-11-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

ive been coughing the entire day
& guess what
im down with fever now
the temp just keeps rising

tight-ness in breathing )):

worst of all
im home alone
which means issacus is in my care

i dont wna pass my sickness to him !
but what choice do i have

mummy&jordan
went overseas this evening
will be back on the 4th i think

i miss them

i feel so lousy right now
))):

oh ya its a saturday right
you must be asking wheres melvin

hmmmmmm
oh wellllllll
what can i say

goodnight

2008-11-29T01:28:00.003+08:00

i cant sleep
i need a haircut
my eyes are always so puffy
i need a new specs
i wna wear contactlens again
i look so crappy recently
i love my son ((:

:: random ::

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today
i finally caught up with bestfriend
okay we were suppose to meet earlier
but thanks to issac
who threw his tantrum

he was tired lah
so when i carried him
he slept lyk right away
-.-

no matter how i disturb him
talking nonstop in his ears
shaking him and all
he just turns away from me

wait-d til 2pm
& he finally woke up
becoz hes hungry

bathed prepared and all
then off to meet bestfriend
went starbucks
(((:

then yanting and co
was outside
met them awhile chat
then they left
becoz it was feeding time for her son
such cuteness

boy do i miss
times when issac was younger

hahahhas

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met bayb

then we went back home
around evening
went out for dinner
with his family @ forest

pictures from ahgirls phone

im not the one carrying him ((:

some overdue pictures
i found in her phone
& forward them to mine

times when i wasnt around

hahah wth

gross-ness milk

gross-ness saliva

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my brother lost his psp )):
he aint feeling so good about it
oh well
brother cheer up x:

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ive got work tml
bayb will be home

i still cant sleep
wth lah

are there things in my mind ?? :0

shall go fag & try sleep

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i love my boyfriend very much
my boyfriend loves me very much

tehehhe

nights everyone, huggs

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@ 4.07am

am still awake
lyk what the right
i need to get up for work tml
yet icant sleep

just now:

i went to drink yakult
& ive been coughing since

took a lozenges

was talking to mummy
& somewhat somehow suddenly
i swollow-d it (whole!)

stuck-d in my throat so
mummy ask me drink water
& end up my throatt became damn warm
grr

.
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i dont want my asthma to be back
it was on low profile
for a damn long period
only when i was damn young
yakult would make me cough
& end up with very tight breathing

and now it happens again
)))))):

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i must sleep already
shall find a space
& squeeze inbetween that two pigs

i love it when youre asleep
& when i snuggle around you
you'll respond by hugging me

<3

nights again

2008-11-27T01:30:00.003+08:00

Here I Am Sitting By My Bedside

i miss school
i miss my friends
i miss hanging out
i miss chilling around
i miss clubbing
i miss the old days
i miss catching a movie
i miss just the two of us
i miss so many more things

)):

but
no matter how much the sacrifice

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its all worth it becoz of

THIS NEW FAMILY I HAVE <3

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hi all

ive got pictures & videos !!

tuesday was my off day
brought issacus for his jab
then as a family
we went to causeway for late lunch
then walk around
back home

simple days

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today bayb overslept
so tml he'll be back late from camp
-frowns
1sec late = 10mins stayback
wth lah

camp rules _|_

btw bayb got 8am-5pm vocation
hehhe
ILL GET TO SEE HIM EVERYDAY BABY !!

went out around evening today
rush-d to causeway
just to get bayb some gaming mouse
as a surprise ((((:

then down to yishun pick jordan
& met bayb @ admiralty

wait-d for my turn @ the clinic
so lyk ya
my eyes might have to do with
my asthma and nose thingy
but if my nose is fine already
but the eye is still bad
then hmmm gotta see doctor again

got this nose spray shit again
which i hate since young
but ill be a good girl
& use it twice daily
becoz i want to recover

scuks going out with lyk
super ugly + swollen + red eyes

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do you guys miss issacus hur ??

now my sweetheart can turn on his belly
lyk within 2sec LOL

& he always kick and stretch
as if he wna crawl

saliva still drooling lyk madness

his nails grows so fast
im getting lazy to keep cutting
x:

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remember the carryshit i talk-d about
which couldnt see issacus head
look @ this now

we brought him downstairs
bought grocery
when i was doing payment
i realize he was asleep soundly

no matter how i shake him or touch him
NO RESPONSE !!
i hate when someone or something
does not response to me

so i made bayb carry him
& wake him up
jazlyn: daddy wake your son !!
hes not moving, later die how ??
melvin: looks at me, -stone
then wake issacus up

all issac did was move his head
then slept again

melvin: see, he did move his head ok
jazlyn: orh okay good, i carry him you carry
all the other heavy things, -smiles
melvin: wth

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look @ this
he was playing pikaboo by himself
then the pillow went ontop of his head
he kept finding cannot find
& when i went infront of him
he laugh-d :DD

other pictures randomly

went out the other night
with bayb & his friends (rmb?)
we saw this blue t-shirt pooh bear
& we both straight away thought of issac
*looks more alyk in real life thou*

early in the morning
whose shadow ?? playing with his toy

bear with me
i know my post is super long
but i cant sleep x:

*daddy your head smelly* x:

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two days mc again
but think i should be going work tml
baybs coming home late nyway

my sexy NS man !

LOVES

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so recently
____ contact-d me
ehh its kinda lyk a joke
but still ......

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oh & did i mention
issac face is heal-d already
no more ugly red-ness on his cheeks
((((:

nyway
heres videos of me son !!

1st up:
recently
he kept playing with his tongue
& fake cough
prove in this video

2nd:
he being damn guai lan
playing with his milk and talking non-stop

think better not upload too many
my blog must be damn lag now
ha

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gna go fag then sleep already
eye hurting again
shall put doctors eye drops
before i sleep

((:

goodnight everyone

2008-11-19T00:13:00.005+08:00

personal feelings, pls exit

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theres so much i wna say
theres so much im going thru

just that two sentence
can make me tear
theres way too much beyond

but i have to pull thru
ive to be strong
for who?? i dont really know
but ill be strong
ill hold on

ill still wear a smile
& carry on

.

p.s here i am munching on the rocher
that you bought.
i miss you
--- --- -- ------ ---- ---% -----
---??

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im tired
goodnight all

2008-11-17T23:52:00.004+08:00

bayb& jordan went downstairs
to get me seaweeds and tibits

heh so am here
to update alittle

.

pics ill upload some other day

.

recently you'll only catch me in specs
damn off lah i know
might go get nicer specs

normally specs are for home wear
but somethings wrong with my eyes

BOOO

& i hate going out with blurr visions
so no choice man

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tml early morning heading out
acc bayb to polyclinic
for his review

then sent bb to his greatgrandmas house
then to work

very reluctant but what to do

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they're home
bye

2008-11-16T01:26:00.004+08:00

am still out
suppose to be home but ya
decided to acc bayb

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am @ chambers
ya how boring
but at least you know
im spending time with bayb
lyk just me and him

imagine-ing his friends dont exist

he said ever since issacus was born
we never really had time together

& ya i miss having time for myself

but issacus is worth it hur

seeing him smile
makes my whole day worthwhile

.

went to OCC earlier on

work was pathetic today
but oh well, hack

next two days off
becoz ive got things on

btw its past midnight so
HAPPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME&HIM
=HUGS

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gna go have my mac
then find something to do online
roar

2008-11-12T01:02:00.001+08:00

am sick

two days mc
but i should be going to work tml

.
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talking to bayb now
nights

2008-11-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

pardon the big space on top
might do a new skin
if im free :D

stlil down with fever
but its better now
went to work today
damn giddy can

totally mood-less

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bayb is in camp )):
issacus is with me (((:

last night around 2am plus
was watching 'gossip girl'
& suddenly issacus was lyk
talking to himself behind me

turn-d around

mummy:why are you not sleeping
issacus:-looks at mummy
mummy:why suddenly wake up hur
do you know what time it is ~!
issacus: smiles and giggles

went over & accompany him play
then made him sleep :D

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unglam side of issac

LAUGHS !!

& this is from topview

woke up & found him lyk that

he loves to play pikaboo now
he always use his pillow
to cover his own face
and then pulls it away

when no one pikaboo(s) him
he starts frowning and whine

hahhas

such love hur

he can hold his head up high
for a long time now

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im really random
no idea what to blog

.
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ehh

gna go spend sometime with my son
then watch gossipgirl then sleep

.

i miss melvin so much
hes so tired today
we didnt get to chat on the phone
]]:

can you believe
our love is still there
& growing & growing & growing

hehhe i love him
huggs

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okay okay
issacus mummy loves you tooo !
so does daddy ya
huggggs

.

nights all

2008-11-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

quick update

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days ago
i was on the road
saw this ambulance, car & bicycle
& this old grandpa with his head wrap-d up

three 30plus uncles
in a car ran the grandpa over

wth lah

but at least they stay-d back
hope they lyk cover
the grandpa's medical fees man

drivers
should be more careful !

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today this customer
had so much injures on his arm

sam ask-d him what happen
he say he fell from his motor
becoz some idiot rob-d him

malaysia really very messy
people even kill just to rob
what the bird lah
luckily sg is safer

sam started telling me
stories about malaysia
& what he experience before

wah liao
if they caught robbers
they really really
damn cruel to them can

x:

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this week
i mayb taking sat off
but spending familytime
so ya

as for next week
i wna go out
so friends
wna catch up i should be free

(((:
-smiles

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pictures ill upload someother time

damn this mosqi
bit me and now my hand
one whole big piece red red
the bit part small small only
):

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yesterday scuk-d
so many issues lah

my temper was quite bad
f

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mummy fetch me to work
& home today ((:

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alright bayb wna warcraft
nights

2008-11-01T00:13:00.005+08:00

am home
off again today
& mayb tomorrow

becoz of my damn eye
damn red this morning
after the redness is gone
my eye became damn swollen

now the bottom of my eye
is red-ish and swollen
damn u-g-l-y can

)))))):

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bayb went back to camp
to endorse just now
then bought tibits for me
sudden cravings

& i also feel lyk having starbucks !

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so many feelings all mixed up
but here i am
infront of my personal blog
where i think i can express how i feel
but i always end up
not blogging everything out

mayb this blog
just aint too personal enough
ha

becoz i know theres people reading
teheh

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friends:
i miss hanging out with you guys
always work work work
off days have to look after my darling
but what choice have i left
ive got a kid to raise
& melvins in army

responsibilities are on me

i really realise ive grown
no longer that kiddo
playful jazlyntoh anymore

all for loves sake ya

lifes hard
but i dont regret
becoz now i have a reason to live
& ill smile everyday

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daddy makes laughing noises
& son looks @ daddy
then laughs happily
mummy carrying son laugh-d as well

simple days which i LOVE

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say with me:
I LOVE ISSACUS GOH

hahahhs

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trying coaxing issacus to sleep
put him down & he whine-d
he with all his might
turn-d and stop-d whine-ing
so i bent down and look at him
guess what

hes asleep already
lyk within what ?? 1sec ??

hahas
i just realise
most pictures are of him sleeping

ho

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my sexy son :D

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everymorning
when issacus need to drink milk
ill say 'goodmorning issacus'
& he never fails to smile at me

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gna go maple with bayb now

2008-10-30T23:31:00.003+08:00

ISSACUS ISSACUS ISSACUS !! HEHE

am back from work
just had my bathe :D
issacus is chatting to himself
behind me, damn fcute can

everyday after work
i go bring him
come home, bathe then
ill ask issacus, hows your day
& he starts blabbling non-stop
LOL

lyk as if telling me
what he did the whole day
omg im so in love with him

<3 x9981321579845613864

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off yesterday
today melvin daddy sent me home again
(:

work is alright
although not really my type
of environment
but i think ill stay

.

bayb made noodles for me
he just had all his wisdom tooth taken out
MC FOR 8DAYS
HEHEHHEHE

nice having him by my side
huggies

alright
am just here to update alittle
damn boring life
i know

bye

2008-10-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

cheerios

my bayb is making noodles for me

my son is asleep

25th October 2008:
issacus's weight is 7.02kg
:D :D

bye

2008-10-25T00:49:00.003+08:00

Just Let The Plot Unwind

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- ---- -- ----- !!

can i say,
*************
or is it just pure ******-****

ha oh well
you chose this path yourself !

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HEREBY PRESENT TO YOU
MY SON (((((:

SUCH PURE LOVE !

he turns alot now
-smiles

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head lift-ing

hes legs follows
when his head goes up
-winks

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babies are way too adorable
they take away all your troubles
all your stress (:
and they also take away
your freedom but its all worth
hur x:

even after a long day whatsoever
seeing them brings everyday
to a perfect ending

-kisses for my darling

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finally the msg is here
ha

as you can read & see
im lyk super random-ish
just here to update alittle

blogging is good in ways
you can lyk read back & recall
goodtimes badtimes and
mayb how fcuk-d your life was

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im gna fag & go to bed

not gna say hi to ****** **

NIGHTS <3

2008-10-24T01:12:00.005+08:00

lifes becoming a chore
yes a daily chore
that im getting pretty sick of
wonder when will i ---- --
x:

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went to work hours late
left home
it was raining
lend umbrella from some malay lady
with lyk 3 umbrella-s
was carrying issacus
so ya no choice
cant be under the rain right

ya i lyk lend something
from lyk a total stranger
oh well

cab-d to melvins grandmas place
then off to work

end work
melvins daddy came to pick me
alighted me
& they gave me kfc
thanks ya

(:

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the other day
went over to vista
to get a cab
two people ahead of me

this lady got her cab
then this guy infront of me
kept flagging for a cab
lyk the cab was still afar
he was flagging already

haha

when a cab finally stop-d
he ask-d me to board
so damn nice right

or mayb i look-d quite pathetic
carrying issacus and stuff
lol

but still hes a nice man

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friday
work again

bayb booking out
gna get his teeth clean
to be ready for his wednesday operation

saturday
issacus getting his fourth month jab
early in the morning
took off as well
so ya
family time baby !!

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lazy to upload pics&videos
quite obvious im blogging randomly

its late
ive to sleep
or else ill be late again
bye !

2008-10-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

hi all

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yesterday

melvins side
somewhat host baby's fourth month
so now issacus is botak once again
nothing much thou

here are some pics

he was reaching out for the food
fail-d to capture it on perfect timing thou
hahaa

stop-d feeding him
& he starting whining

dad & son after shaving session
hoho both botak botak botak
my loves !

issac's first (new) converse shoe ((:

my big boss :D

mummy&daddy

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today

woke up early
brought issacus to my grandma's place
then off to hougang
with mummy & bayb

had laksa, mixed rice and
chocolate banana cake from SR
:D

damn full lah

went back to acc issacus
@ around 2pm ?

mummy&me, love

HAPPY FAMILY (((:

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slack-d til around 3pm
then down to alexandra
becoz baybs wisdom tooth thingy

i fell asleep with bayb there
LOL

after everything
cab-d to grandmas place
pick bb and jordan
then came back home

simple days
nothing much to interest you
but do come back for updates ya

issacusgoh:
*coming fourth month*

munches on his fist alot
drools and drools nonstop
can turn and flip
head is more stable
starts to hold things
smiles and chuckles
loves to play alot now

okay theres more
but ya i wna watch show with bayb
then need to go get some sleep

work tml )):

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i got videos and stuffs
might upload them some other time

nights all

friends:
sorry ive been so busy
work family and stuffs
every off day is pack-d

ill make time ya
loves

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hugs & waves byebye

2008-10-16T00:14:00.008+08:00

Happy 3rd Year Together-sary

how time flies hur bayb
will you be the one
ill spend my entire life with?
hahahhs
only god has the answer

nevertheless
i love you sweetheart

..

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haven been free lately
lifes hectic ):

thus the lack of updates

been coughing recently
getting worst
dicky was so nice lah
he keep giving me this sweet
for throat & cough
hahahas

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miss issac ?

here you go
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most recent i think
@ soulgarden

KPO

getting ready for a family photo

tadah

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issacus can turn already
lyk only when hes sleeping
hahahas

all sorts of wierd
waking up positions
didnt take them all
im damn tired also lah

the process

off his tiny mattress abit

@ ichiban

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ahhahas
we tried putting him on the walker
obviously not for long !

he look damn stone know why ?

cause his feet way above ground

LOL

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one of the night

woke bb up around 1am
to feed him drink milk
or else he can sleep til morning

scared he hungry
LOL

after feeding
bayb burp-d him
& issacus face look-d lyk that

melvin: wahliao
melvin: why you always lyk that one
jazlyn: what !!!
melvin: your son you know
why always take so ugly pictures
of him de ??
jazlyn: i happy
-continues taking

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super whatever right
i am just really bored

anniversary night
& here i am home with issacus
coughing, blogging, damn sian can

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oh ya talking about anni night
yesterday night
i went out to empty the rubbish
& i saw three guys
at the car park

wrote this with candles
'i <3 you 15 10 2008'

question is
2008?? first day together ??
cannot be what its the 14th only !
15th is lyk the next day
adding on its not past midnight

lyk wth lah
dont get what hes trying to express
-.-
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my eyes sickness coming back
everyday wake up red eye lah
KNN
-.-

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miss my face anot people
if not then exit my blog now
ha

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despite the lack of time
for sleep and for my son
i still found time to camwhore
HOHO

finally issacus is asleep
now i can go bathe
ya hahha ima dirty mummy

might not update so soon
but ill try ya

tml is my off day
hence i can sleep late tonight
loves

:D

damn
totally forgot
i must get up lyk around 7plus-am
got some appointment thing
@ lyk 9.30am

*retard*

alright ill go bathe
then have maggie
then sleep ((((:

friends:
so sorry ive been busy
didnt join lyk chalets nights
gathering etc
sorry ):

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ps: i feel so ------- at times

2008-10-08T00:56:00.003+08:00

& thats when

as i lay down in bed
i turn to my right
& there he is, my husband-to-be
i turn to my left
& there he is, my precious son

i cant describe
how much love is going on
& thats when i feel
lyk the world has stop-d
just to let me feel the joy

God thank you for issacus
God thank you for melvin

silently looking at them
both asleep
kissing them goodnight
makes me forget about every
other thing thats going on

issacus:
mummy loves you dearly !!
melvin:
bayb i love you too, muacks !!

goodnight everyone :D

2008-10-05T14:06:00.007+08:00

LIFE GOES ON
everything is tough for me now
but ill pull thru somehow
trust me :D

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i got alot of
super overdue pictures

btw on 25th september
issacus weight is 6.06kg
& height is 62cm

he didnt had fever
after his 3rd month injection
praise the lord
((:

ehhehe

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such cute-ness hur
LOL

hes my pillar of strength

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yesterday
baybs family pick-d me from work
then sent me home

aunt came to find me
talk-d til lyk midnight

bayb book-d out this afternoon
and now hes sleeping
so is issacus <3

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leongkiat & issacus
did i mention he came over the other day
LOL

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issacus munch-s on
his fist alot recently

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the other day
bought a few carrier
sarong kinda to carry baby
and this

but its way too big
you cant even see issacus head lah

LAUGHS

he look-d really pathetic
so we took him out

other funny pictures
the cap is way too small already

jordan say this picture
he looks lyk he is swearing about smt

i swear to love my mummy
& to disturb my daddy all the time !

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the little rascal
that cheers me up all the time

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family L-O-V-E

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FAINTS
look at how they sleep
no doubt father & son

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looking thru all these photos
seriously cheer-d me up
& made me forgot about
all the unhappiness going on

this time im all independent
ive grown up big time
no longer that childish,
playful, princess-y temper,
unreasonable ME

ive changed ):

the environment changed me
for the better ???

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lyk my aunt said last night:
'youre also really stress-d out'

everything
almost everything
is on my shoulder now

that should explain abit
of all my stress hur

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but at least now im sure of
is that issacus was never a silly mistake
hes the gift from up above
hes the joy i need

issac = joy
us = us
issacus = joy to us

he isnt the one that made me&melvin together
melvin&i were really in love
from the very begin-ing

although we were in the same school
our paths never met
until someones bad intention
which led us to know each other

somewhat/how
we had this really special feeling
both of us had it

you can say its a crush
but it was a strong one
haha

ever since we got together
we treasure-d our relationship
& realize we couldnt really do
without each other

years went by
with lots of ups&downs
but we went thru them
together (:

hes really the one for me

although nothing last forever
& we're still young
but he'll definately be the man
ive ever loved the most !

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alot of young couples
meet alot of problems
especially after marriage

but i just wna let them know
be strong girls
if can, work it out !
dont forget about all the good times
you all once had together [:

of course
this sentences reflect onto myself as well

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BAYB:
I LOVE YOU ((:

NOT FORGET-ING
YOU TOO ISSACUS (((:

2008-10-02T23:14:00.006+08:00

LAST NIGHT WAS SHIT
I ~~HATE~~ IT !!

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everything seems so wrong
all coming, all at once

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im home
just me & issacus

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lifes a goner
lifes a chore
lifes just fcuk-d
& thats what i said !!

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i dont feel lyk doing anything
ANYTHING !!

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stone-ing infront of the com
im so tired
but i cant get to sleep

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i miss melvin so much

so very too much going on

im sorry bayb )))):
i really really am ~!

you should know
what im sorry for ya ]:

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home seems so empty
it really is !!!!

i feel lyk pouring out
but who to seek

i use to share with people
but now i feel so confine

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LIFE = FCUK-D
who agrees ?

2008-09-29T02:09:00.002+08:00

finally am back home

went to work at 5am can
then ahsiong never come
so i went down

work-d til 11.30am
then went off first
by right 2.30 then can leave

cab-d home
accompany melvin awhile
and issacus

then rush down to cityhall
becoz they kept calling
yvonne and weiteng didnt go work
and they need people badly

so ya
lend a helping hand lor

cancel-d all my appointments
in the afternoon and went there

busy but still alright
i still prefer doing that kinda sales
instead of THAT kinda sales

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left early as well
cause tml exam ))):
I DIDNT STUDY NO SHITT !

im damn tired
morning 4am til lyk now ?
consider the time taken to get home
and waking up

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goodnight all !!!!

2008-09-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

im damn tired
SWEAR !!

i slept two hours only
& went to work @ 5am

last night last min boss call-d
ask me work morning
reach home around 1 coming 2

x:

work-d til around 2.30pm
came home, shower-d
then melvins siblings and boon
came over to play with issacus

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i wna go to sleep badly
but bayb making prawns for me

ya we went prawning
lyk finally right

haha

didnt bbq there
becoz boon&girl was rushing
to catch a movie

we couldnt go
becoz we've to come home
& take care of our son

;D

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issacus !!
mummy love :D

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should i go work
@ the motorshow ?

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argh whatever lah
im feeling damn
grr .. grouchy !

bye

2008-09-26T12:26:00.004+08:00

ITS FRIDAY !! LOVE

hahhas
it was raining so
i thought of cab-ing there
so hard to get cab lahs
but lucky no cab

becoz chris call-d
& say i today off
due to some reason

oh well
kinda last min
but its good in a way
becoz i get to go pick bayb

:D

issacus damn cute can
mummy on christian songs for him
and he was lyk singing along
at certain parts

i love him to the maxmaxmax !

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after this pregnancy:
i lyk reading news
which i never ever last time
i become very forgetful
still as blurr as last time thou

the rest of changes
are pretty much common
for young mummy-s i guess
so become a young mummy to find out
hah kiddings

raising a child aint easy
no kidding matter
BE SAFE WEAR PROTECTION

-LAUGHS

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for me the hardest part is
time sacrifice )))):

oh well
guess its worth it somehow
becoz everytime mylittleone
smiles and giggles or even coo
i feel damn happy lah

thats what real happiness is about
FAMILY TOGETHER = LOVE

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issacus bath time
but im still talking to bayb

5pm darling
FIVE-PM !!!!

bye

2008-09-25T23:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH ISSACUS GOH SWEETHEART

really hope no fever will come
within this two days
just now his temp was 37.45
so scary seeing the degree adding
becoz 37.5 must eat medicine

issacus's cradle cap all gone
but the scalp still abit red
as for his face
its not red red already
we took medicine from doctor
hehehhe

I LOVE MY SON MANYMANY !
HUGSHUGS <3

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work is ehhh
hahha not my cup of tea ?

should i lyk just quit
or what
grr

mayb ill just hang on awhilemore
& see how thing goes

everyday after work
bathe is the only thing
i would wna do !
lyk seriously

after a bathe
it feels lyk HEAVEN BABY !

mayb im just too spoilt
hahahs
too use to having an
aircondition environment

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bayb booking out tml
cant wait but i got work
so cant go pick him

he'll be coming to find me
around late late evening

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still coughing
but alittle better

gna go eat
then sleep :D

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oh my contact lens
if bayb was here
he'll be nagging @ me
i miss him )))):

two days & we spend
less then three hours talking
or msg-ing
double sad-ness

lucky next week
he'll be booking out most of the time
yea baby
hari raya rocks !!
for the first time.
LOL

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no pictures im damn lazy
just a quick post

okay nights all

2008-09-25T00:09:00.008+08:00

baby is asleep :D
bayb is asleep too <3

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first day of work
quite alright thou

reach lyk 23mins earlier
closed @ around 11pm

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tomorrow morning
bringing issacus for his jab

))))))))):

hope the jab
wont make issacus have fever
if he does
i hope he wont feel that bad
& it will quickly go away

shoo stupid fever thing
stay away from my son !!

i cant really look after him
becoz im working

God:
i pray for issacus health
even after the injection tomorrow
issacus shall not feel pain
and may the fever not come near
amen (:

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after everything ill be going to work

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AM snizzing lyk mad
coughing as well

AM miss-ing my hubby
loving my bayb

AM sleeping with my smallone
& kissing him goodnight

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should have just taken more care
of myself during confinement
oh well
too late hur

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nights all

2008-09-23T01:18:00.006+08:00

Its HIM I MISS & LOVE

prepared went out
train-d to sembawang
qiurong hop-d on
then khatib kenneth hop-d on

down to novena

wait-d for kiasiang
then to fish&co
had newyork fish&chips
quite nice compared
to kenneths best fish&chips in town

slack-d
then off to TCC

saw amanda
primary school mate lah
shes working there (:
took sometime to reconize her

she smiled when i finally
realise who she was

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slack and all
then head-d back to woodlands
bought one romper for issacus
hoho

but he cant wear it now ):

bought food for mummy as well
didnt know jordan was home
so we three shared

bayb accompany me talk-d
til i reach my block downstairs

heehee
next week will be COOL
bayb booking out most of the time
lyk only two days in camp ya
L_O_V_E !!

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issacus ignored me alittle
when i got home
becoz i was suppose to bring
him out with me x:

but mummy say she help me take care
ask me go out dont bring baby

sorry lah issacus
i love you sleepyhead

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things seems so simple
yet complicated in ways
i cant make up my mind
can someone tell me what to do
so that i can compromise to both sides
can i lyk suddenly disappear ?
-wishful thinking hur

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gna msn now
nights all, much love

2008-09-21T21:42:00.004+08:00

bayb book in already
sighs !!

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lyk what youve said
life is gna be tough
for us this few years
its really getting tough
especially with all those problems
on hand right now

i really feel lyk screaming
screaming it all out
but guess it doesnt really help hur
-pouts

earlier on i tear-d a bit
i really dont know what to do

but thank god
i still have my bayb around

!!!!!!!!!!!! LIFE GOES ON !!!!!!!!!!!!

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issacus lies on melvins chest
& fell asleep straight away ha

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sometimes looking at him
gives me the strength
sometimes looking at him
i feel speechless

))))):

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familar

yes i fit into my old shorts le
hahahhas

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DARLING I MISS YOU ALREADY
SIGHS !!!

every week he will
forget to bring something back
LOL

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issacus is talking to himself now
hahahhas
& im ignoring him
there he goes screaming louder !

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lifes a chore right now
but JAZLYN TOH BE STRONG
YOU'LL PULL THRU
JUST HEAD FOR THE NEW GOAL
YOU & MELVIN HAVE !!!
IT WILL TAKE YEARS BUT
CHEERS !!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-21T01:04:00.005+08:00

im lazy to upload pics
wordy post

bayb is out
& ive to stay home
becoz no one can look after baby

want-d to go prawning but ya
roar
consequences lah
but its doesnt matter right
becoz issacus is way more precious

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im still coughing
its been lyk one week
bayb say im only allow to drink
plain water )))):

ate a few chips of crackers
and was made to drink one whole cup
of water earlier on
i felt lyk puking
I HATE PLAIN WATER TO THE MAX !

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tml have to bring baby
go melvins grandma's place

x:

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issacus is drooling alot
its lyk he enjoys playing with his saliva
which keeps me busy enough
to just keep wipe-ing it away

issacus lyks to somewhat
try and speak now
damn cute !

whenever i look back
i cant believe how fast
my son is growing LOL

its lyk just two months plus
ahaha

issacus mummy & daddy love you
-hugs hugs

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F1 race is coming hur
suppose to go work at the race circut itself
26th to the 28th
but i chose to gave it a skip
hoho

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okay !
im just bored
thats why im here

bye

2008-09-19T12:23:00.010+08:00

Cast Away All Unhappiness !!

MY BIG BOTAK
IS BOOKING OUT IN 5 HOURS TIME !!
HOHO ((((:

might be meeting kellie later
& she might be bringing travis
her nephew

after that ill be meeting elaine
then off to SCDF
to pick our lovers !!

-winks

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yesterday
issacus didnt wna sleep
so i was lyk:

issacus you tml want go gaigai
then go fetch daddy ?
if want you better sleep nw !

i went out for awhile
came back & he was really asleep

such cute-ness hur

bet melvin miss-s issacus alot too
we always 3G but he sees issacus
more then he wants to see me
)))):

wah liao
i damn love my son can !!!!!!

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finally its the weekends
which means
my bedside wouldnt be that empty
my hugs and kisses can be shared
MY LOVE WILL BE AROUND !

hahhas

this weekend
i wna go prawning !
can we bayb ??

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no matter how many doubts ill have
no matter how much downfall i can stand
ive finally learn how to put on a smile
& carry on with life :D

friends:
dont worry about jazlyn
shes doing fine
just alittle issues going on
but come on
whose life doesnt have down periods hur
hehhehe
thanks for all the concern
asking me out and stuffs
im loved becoz i have you guys
-hugs

thanks !

bath-ing issacus soon
bye all :D

2008-09-18T02:44:00.006+08:00

-scratch head & frowns

theres so much i wna blog about
especially my thoughts
but theres no need for the entire world
to actually know
what if some people lyk read my blog
& god knows what will happen

words goes a thousand miles hur

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who to trust
& who to rely on

whats going on
& whats my life about

how to move it on
& how to face it all

EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS SO WRONG !

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bayb:
book out soon !

i really hope
we can hit our new set goal
on our 7th year anniversary darling
our 7th year anniversary !!

4 more freaking years to go

its gna be kinda tough
but im sure
we'll make it together

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thanks to those
that show-d their concern
but no worries
jazlyn is A-OKAY !

everyone has their own ups and downs
ill get over this (:

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stupid cough isnt recovering
& its coming 3am i gotta go sleep, bye

2008-09-17T03:43:00.011+08:00

Yesterday Once More :D

am actually staying up
just to wait for your call
ive got doubts to clear
i need to ask you things
omg
i cant believe
whats going on right now
it feels so wierd !

what am i saying
ive got no idea ):

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anyway people
ive got pictures to upload
issacus first :D

jordan playing with issacus
such love
look at all his smiles !

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mother&son !!!!

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friday bayb booking out
but it seems so long away lah
grr

finally its lyk coming four-am
mayb in one hour time
bayb will call

i really got things wna ask him
if i dont, i cant sleep

& did we lyk kiss goodnight ?
hahhahas i lyk totally cant rmb
he better kiss me later
roar !

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jordan & me (:

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yesterday
was lyk bayb & my anniversary
but hes in camp
so we cant celebrate ))):

was really sleepy the whole day
woke up around four-pm
wait-d for mummy to come home

prepared then went to civic center
met most of the F1 peeps
@ partworld

drank sang etc
then off to vista
had a very late dinner

talk-d/msg-d with bayb

went to buy some stuffs for mummy
then came back home

issacus is sleeping now
he sleeps so well at night now
damn lazy lah
he can from 9pm sleep til morning
cant even be bother-d to wake
up and drink milk

BAD !

just now mummy disturb him
and fed him milk
becoz we scared he hungry
hahahas

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i cant make up my mind
which work to actually work
grr

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having a little situation on hand
dont know how to explain thou
part of life hur
everyone has their own
ups and downs right :D

oh well
LIFE GOES ON ! [:

ciaos

2008-09-15T16:01:00.004+08:00

Whenever theres YOU, theres LOVE !

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seen so much marriage problems recently
really feel upset for them
but somewhat im glad
that bayb&me are doing good
we're getting better each day

although there might be more problems
that we have to face in future
but im sure we'll pull thru
together !!

botakbayb: i love you <3<3

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been busy
but today im super free

gna spend time with issacus
miss him so much

been so busy i didnt really get
to lyk spend time with him

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work is offically over
sunday i didnt go
becoz im sick
really bad sore throat and flu

mummy ask me see doctor later
but i dont think i wna
hehhe hate medicines !

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issacus sleeping on my chest :D

super love my son man
omg omg omg
sometimes i cant even believe that
im actually a mother already
hahahhahs

but at times
it feels good being a young mother
because issacus bring happiness
& i know that ill always have
my own family to fall back on

melvingoh,issacusgoh
are my precious own family members !

its lyk when im so tired
& reach back home around midnight
ill say:
issacus mummy is home
he'll smile (:

at other times
its just so nice
to recieve a hug/kiss from bayb
or to sleep right beside him
& sometimes even with issacus inbetween us

its small little gesture
that brightens up my day

hehhehe
botakissacus, mummy loves you !!
botakmelvin, jazlyn loves you !!

the special men in my life
are now ~~botaks~~

-giggles

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at newyorknewyork :D

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during the weekends

melvin book out on friday
wait-d outside with issacus
for lyk half-an-hour ):

was really happy to see him

mummy feeding issacus before
going out to pick his daddy :D

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came back woodlands
then went out

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saturday
work til four-pm

bought bayb a shirt
& this really cute small heartshape-d balloon

after that we went topone

the guys

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messaging bayb now
hes watching movie
and we can lyk msg the whole time
hehheh

issacus gna drink milk soon
:D

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sometimes becoz of certain things
it makes it even harder

BUT NO MATTER WHAT
JAZLYNTOH WILL PULL THRU !!!!!

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sunday
went to buy somethings with bayb
etc

then sent him back to camp
& guess what
he totally forgot his belt
rush back to woodlands
pass bingze baybs belt

then went causeway to meet xiaofang
talk-d about her stuffs
came home around 1.20am

and today
acc her go somewhere
took quite a few bags of things

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tomorrow might be going out
collect cheque

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heres a video
mummy went crazy in the morning
then did this to issacus
notice: whenever issacus sees the camera
he acts cool and try not to laugh

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baybs in camp less then 24hours
yet i miss him so much already

hes really my love
my everything
my world !!

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ending off here
such a long post
yet i didnt blog details
cant remember them lah

will update again :D

2008-09-09T20:00:00.003+08:00

MY BAYBBOY IS BOTAK NOW, HOHO !

we 3G-d and when mummy saw him
she was lyk
'omg he looks lyk issacus now'
hahahas two of my love
are botaks !!

hes having water parade now
we'll be talking again later

i miss him so freaking much
ya although he might be able
to come out lyk this friday
but boy im so not use to being away
from him for days man

*im lazy to upload new pictures*

early morning
went to checkpoint
because bayb lyk totally forgot
to take his letter -.-

had mac breakfast
then went to purchase somethings
melvins daddy came
sent us down to SCDF

the tour was retard
melvins dad left first
whereas i decided to wait
after lyk 30+++ mins
the talk was finally over
& i got to see bayb
for lyk a good 5mins only

after everything
met qiurong then off to bishan
back to woodlands
bought food back for mummy

LKK birthday this thursday
but ill be working
& today im tired plus ive to
look after baby
so decided to give it a skip
sorry guys

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back to my bayb again
his entire bunk all malays
hes lyk the only chinese
what bad arrangements ya

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issacus miss his daddy alot also
when we 3G-d right
issacus kept staring at melvin
then made so much sounds
lyk hes talking to melvin
damn cute

& when i lyk wna chat with melvin
just the two of us
issacus at the back
kept screaming loudly lah
grr

so the whole convo
was mainly melvin seeing issacus
instead of me !!!!
ROAR !

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anyway

issacus wna drink milk already
hes making so much noises behind

working tomorrow

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shall go wait for baybs call

MELVIN GOH, JAZLYN TOH LOVES YOU. -KISSES

2008-09-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

Its Gna Be A New Challenge For Us

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haven been updating much
because i normally reach home
after midnight
then its lyk i spend time with issacus
then ya ill be too lazy to blog

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anyway
am still out
had newyorknewyork just now

staying out tonight
hehhe
spending precious time with bayb

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these few days been working
here are some pictures

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all the girls finally
got to work together yesterday

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yesterday after work
went to find bayb

*ive realise i haven got over it
but that doesnt mean ill blame everything
on you girl !
thats because one friend is better
then one more enemy*

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work is alright
wednesday onwards
think im working everyday til sunday
roar

it'll be tiring

but at least its something
to keep my mind occupy
so i wont think about bayb so much

bet tomorrow when i send him in
ill be crying lyk mad
-sobs

bayb say he saturday might be able to come out
boy i really hope so too

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i love you
you love me
we're one big happy family
with a great big hug
& a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too !?

hehhe kept singing this to bayb
lyk just now
he got kinda irritated but
he said 'iloveyou'
at every end of the song

-winks

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damn i miss issacus already
):

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but today is worthwhile
because im spending time with bayb
-kisses

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nights all
ill update again soon

2008-09-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

Counting Down. Five More Days )))):

Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me;
It's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

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exams again today
woke up a little late
but still got there in time

totally lyk forgot i got exams
in the morning can
retard right

i was damn sleepy thru the exams
think i didnt do that well
although its english paper
roar

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melvin is at work

mummy is at work

jordan is home with me

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lyk just only
jordan on Sara Bareilles Love Song
& issacus was lyk
hurhurhur... as if he was singing

me&jordan laugh-d damn hard

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what you want mummy

i know kungfu !

daddy what you want to do

daddy make me superman ?

but i dont lyk )):

finally daddy stop disturbing me

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work tomorrow
full shift if im not wrong
will miss issacus so much

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i suddenly dont feel lyk blogging
bye all

2008-09-03T17:18:00.006+08:00

just came back from school
LOL

ya school
i went to have my exams
didnt study lyk the whole year
& did last min work this afternoon
with the help of qiurong

thanks girl ;D
it help-d me alot alot alot
ahahhahas

met two new girls
also private students
shared cab together
becoz of the stupidly heavy rain !

hehe

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anyway yesterday
changed to full day shift

reach really early
lyk 8.45am
had long john's breakfast
not bad

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first one to sell alot of items
hahhas

then yvonne got one customer
that is lyk loaded
and bought so many things

starting of work, unpacking

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new clothes came in

work is work
nothing much to talk about

lamest shit of the day:
'does cig taste lyk chocolate or lemon?'

no one there really lyk-d the one
who actually ask-d this question
hahahs
-looks at the rest x:

pictures:

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fermelle birthday today
cut cake for her yesterday :D

other pictures with the boss

the girls:

im damn fat i know !

simon, yvonne & jazlyn

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finish-d work around 10-pm
then yvonne wait-d for felix
so ya we left only coming to 11-pm

bus-d back with nic and her girlfriend
huimei or isit huimin

bus-d back home

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was suppose to go do my nails today
then go town
but ya look at the rain man
*damn*

they might need me to work tml
depends
waiting for their call
:D

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i miss spending time with
melvingoh & issacusgoh

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im tired
think ill be resting soon

hehhes
tomorrow exams again ):

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today's picture of issacus:

what you want mummy ? LOL

o, you want to take pictures ?

but i dont want !

AIYO TELL YOU DONT WANT RIGHT !!!

you make me headache lah mummy.

hahahs im just bored

alright i going off now

anyway congrat to yanting
on her babyboys arrival !!
hoho

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byes

2008-09-01T00:33:00.006+08:00

The Love You Bring :D
updated @ 06.51am & 21.52pm

hi all

bayb just came home
really miss him so much
cant describe the feeling when i see him
hehhehehe

L-O-V-E !!!

hes bathing right now

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issacus just slept

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im starting work tml
have to report earlier
becoz first day then must organize and all

but look at the time
& im still not asleep yet
hahahs

hope i wont be late ya

jobs i work-d before all temp
now this one also

getting a permenant job soon
that mayb last me a year or more

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alright im gna lie down
beside my son and my lover

nights all
-hugs

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morning people
-smiles

slept for one hour plus only
woke up around 5.20+ to feed issacus
bayb is really tired
so i didnt wna disturb him (:

i tried the shoes i bought
& guess what
i cant walk properably in it
grr

how un-feminine

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leaving house around seven-plus
becoz i got no idea
how long the bus ride will take
:D

have a great day ahead yo.

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@ 21.52pm

IM HAVING FREAKING BLISTERS
ALL OVER MY FEET MAN, DAMN

bath & it hurt so god f much
))))):

left home
& only realise i forgot my wallet
lyk when i was at the busstop for five mins
retard right

had to walk all the way back

bus-d to parkwayparade
help un-pack everything

wonder hows the sales in the evening

i dont wna blog much
really tired

went to busstop with fermelle

reach causeway
& i was damn moody
bought food for family

cab home
and til now im not asleep yet

grr
im feeling really moody ya

bye

2008-08-31T00:42:00.012+08:00

Try Refreshing. Blog Getting Laggy Ya

damn.
bayb is not coming home tonight
& its not even 24hours
yet i miss him so god damn much !
seriously )):

will be talking to him
later when hes free <3

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okay so today

met yvonne&weiteng around 10.30am
train-d to boonkeng

went for the F1 brief-ing
@ some motorbike store
nothing much, took two tops
somewhat call-d our uniforms

left there & off to bugis
want-d to slack at PS but ya

was so freaking hungry man
but we went to the ladies first

some girl/guy was in cos-play kinda clothes
& he/she was wearing a wig
weiteng&yvonne says he/she is a guy
then i was lyk
'the skirt, the wig, if he/she goes to the gents wouldnt it be worst?'

o.0

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had pastamania

god
ive been having pasta
since ima small kid
yet i dont get sick of it
ha

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yeaa bayb just msg-d me man

hahas totally off topic

after pasta
went topshop
want-d to get their girls boxer

but we went to 'street' first

we were suppose to lyk
just get skirts for the job
but ya man

WE ARE GIRLS BABY !!

we shop-d and end-d up buying
more then expect-d

yvonne suggest-d getting same shoes
so we all bought
its lyk my pathetic second pair

my first pair
my maid brought back with her i think
cause i only wore once
& just left it there

i dont know why i dont own shoes x:

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we only stop-d
when we were lyk dried out man
as in seriously dried

if only my dad was
some rich son of a -------
*oops*

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pictures:

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this is damn candid
im lazy to zoom in on my expression
was damn damn cock lah
*upsize alittle for you guys*

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(brb)
talking to my sweetheart now !

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(back in lyk 8mins)

he needs to go bathe ):

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on my first off day (3rd)
melvin wna bring me&issacus out
ONE FAMILY TOGETHER

but not confirm
becoz his mother say
wna bring me go do nail art also

oh well
see how things goes, i guess

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presenting: MY SON

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where did i stop off ?

(scrolls)
*man this post damn cut & paste lah*

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train-d back to woodlands
some malay lady was breast feeding
lyk right infront of us
i cant bring myself to do that man

hahahs

went causeway awhile
took bus back home

this baby was infront of us
he had tubes at or thru his nose
damn poor thing
my heart litterally felt painful

*sighs*
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once i reach home
issacus was about to drink milk
so i fed him :D

boy do i miss him !!

after feeding him

charge yvonnes mp3

then help him wash-up
changed him & then
picture time

mummy: issacus mummy wna take picture

mummy: issacus smile smile for mummy can
& i got this !!!!!

i captured too early
he giggled with sound
after i took this picture
but didnt manage to capture that
-pouts

mummy: issacus mummy love love you !

i love him to the bits <3<3<3

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went to vista to return yvonne her mp3
& buy things for mummy&jordan

slack with eugene, gary and co
then find aaron & co
til around 11.20pm

thats about it :D

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some of my loots

that pink underwear
is either weitengoryvonne
suggest-d getting
but we all got different designs

or was it me ?
hahahs dont think it was me thou

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luckily i didnt bring that much cash
more cash = more buy-s = more broke

spend coming 80$ ?

only used nets for the shoe

came home & realize
i didnt actually buy that much stuffs
stupid

after looking at the things i bought
i kinda lala-d
you know dont really lyk them already

should have got topshops boxers
grr

so lazy to travel to town
frowns
mayb one of these days ba

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oh ya
people have been asking me
'you working ?!'

hahahs cant i be working ?
okay kidding

yes i am working

1st til 14th
(got off days lah)

& mayb 26th til 5th
mayb only

working @ parkway parade
selling F1 merchanise

come support ya
buy from me LOL !

friend ask-d lyk last month
so ya i agree-d to work :D

jazlyn lyks working with
nice/funny/happy people
yet to work with people of the opposite

but of course
every job has its boring parts

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honestly
i dont know why i so wna work
mayb im just too bored or smt

iloveyouall :D byebyes

2008-08-29T12:37:00.003+08:00

*yawns*

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im offically b.o.r.e.d

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bayb is at work
mummy just went out
im home with issacus

today is teachers day

was thinking of going out
mayb go find kuanyings mummy
becoz she wna see issacus
thou i am not so close to her
haha

gave kuanying quite a number of things
lyk DOM, martel,
some red wine or liquor thing
for her confinement which was bought from airport
chicken essences, napkins, etc

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anyway

eh two days ago
i cant rmb what i was doing

yesterday
went to melvins grandmas place
becoz they miss baby
stay-d til evening

then mummy came to pick me
went off to ivans
but it wasnt open
so off to btv at khatib

dinner, saw ahyong

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my cousins

my son

'if mom says no, ask grandma' ((:

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on melvins grandmas bed

pram, btv

lying on his dads chest, sleep until so song

car seat, left turn pls. LOL

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he punch-d me ):

mummy and son c:

daddy&mummy

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waruku take-away

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starting work in two days time
kill me

im so not looking forward to it
but
ive commit-d and ive to fulfil ya

adding on its so far away
-pouts

tomorrow still must go for brief-ing

'crap face'

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lifes pretty screwed hur

bye